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soul search - cryptic wisdom lyrics

[intro]
yeah
it’s been a really long time

[verse 1]
i’ve grown up a lot and i’m tryna be different, i hope that you noticed it too
i’m not as angry as i used to be when i started to rap and was broken in two
nothin’ was sweeter to me than ideas of bein’ more than someone n0body knew
maybe cause n0body knew what i been through and it was too hard and i told them the truth
if you knew what i was thinkin’ about, it was harder to suppress all the anger
yellin’ at the microphone was the only way i was able to [?] with these changes
i know you wanted to see me portrayed in a way that i barely could hang with
tellin’ me it’s hard to mess with me now that i’m doin’ better and i’m virtually painless
but when i was down in the gutter knew everybody that had ever come around me had it like that
i cracked under the white light, define that
time p-ssed by and i finally got the mind back
didn’t really wanna be the one to do it, but you knew i was doin’ it who are you to give a guy flak
all i know is i ain’t done with the flow any moment i’m goin’ to show you what i know and bring it right back
and some of you really believe that an artist just isn’t ent-tled to change
i think it’s just a deflection of your own rejection of copin’ with life in these ways
but freakier to me, if people to talk about you [with they necks in your face?]
i always pretend i don’t see it cause it’s even sharper to know there’s a knife in your way
why you gonna p-ss an elephant off
i don’t even k!ll ’em in real life, but push it and you will see somebody rise
and i know that there’s somebody in me i don’t wanna be and i keep it inside
but still i it, believe that everybody’s got a limit and [ no one’s immune to their pride ] ?
it’s gonna get ugly in here!
everything that i been bottling up is about to ignite
better here me, yeah!
you will now know that if i’m goin’ down then it’s down with a fight
for every tongue i ever bite, every lyric that i don’t recite
i’m tired of hidin’ the way that i feel to make somebody feel as if they wanna like me
i ain’t about that life!
look in my eyes, i’ve had an epiphany
memory playin’ to me like a symphony
tappin’ into it, i remember vividly
what i was doin’ it for
it is for me
it is therapeutic listening
i ain’t listening to anybody but me, when i write i’m gonna write my history, come on!
i don’t believe in what anybody wanna tell me that they never been into me and i really hate lies
maybe i’m cynical, i get minimal intervals with another human being every day of my life
i don’t wanna be nice, and i don’t wanna be a buddy-buddy at a price
all i wanna do is celebrate it when i rise and give anybody i love a really good life
it’s funny i dropped out of school, wouldn’t you know it i thought i was cool
but if i’m bein honest, i blame it on my inability for me to follow the rules
didn’t do it so i could be told what to do in my music and coddle you fools
i won’t pretend to be anyone other than me anymore, i don’t wanna be used
and that’s probably not what you wanted to hear
don’t follow me, i’m no role model, that’s clear
i got them issues
i’m tryna accept that
i don’t wanna befriend you if aren’t able to get that
i’m on a mission to soul search
i am aware that the globe hurts
i don’t know where i’ma find me, but when i do i’ma prob’ly have no words
i don’t believe i have no purpose
diggin’ it up in the cold earth
i was [?] i’m livin’ in pain, and later my flow birth from go first

- cryptic wisdom lyrics

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