obfuscated fears - crypt0-bear lyrics
looking at the moon, as my thoughts consume
nostalgia for my past, till my pain resume
evaded all my hurts, like an av hook
obfuscated all my fears, then she took a look
my darkest days behind, but sometimes i rewind
the moon in 17, i almost lost my mind
trading with the leverage, the pain is an advantage
when you feel heartless, you can’t feel your losses
lost myself when i made it, ms are just a title
get rekt in time, to repeat the market cycle
chasing gains with no motive, because your lifе is frozen
the warmth of connection, missing with no conjunction
bar hopping with falsе idols, just to simulate affection
materialistic ties, just to help the dreaded introspection
close my eyes to reflection, as the mirror gets attention
antisocial on my media, real life don’t get a mention
hyper realities, existential fantasies
of me and misery, they do not understand me
chasing validation, a cringe infatuation
chasing money talk, i get it like donation
they say you’re never loved, until you learn to love yourself
the background of the story, blended full of irony
we build up walls, to patch our vulnerabilities
big firewall, i can’t connect no tcp
handshakes and fake friends, so paranoid at no ends
i remember when i dreamed, that i could afford a benz
i wanted to flex, like a workout in the gym
i just wanted to be wanted, with a life that could have been
chasing type of women, that bring damage to your soul
end up feeling empty, every*time you get the goal
fake personas, like my handles on the web
fake love no connection, made sure to k!ll the thread
in the network, but the internet is slow
plus the file share is broken, and the admin never logs
past reminders, ghost who move in silence
mod my operator cuss i never get remainders
who am i, like i just popped a sh*ll
inspecting characters, like i learned to spell
questioning my life, dread cuts deeper than a knife
rootkits turn to bootkits, but i will never tell
signed code, just to know that sh*t is real
if you know what i know, then you know how i feel
paranoia sings, like a bird with broken wings
someday we fly away, but for now we trade the swings
profit for a motive, that goes deeper than sea creatures
trying to change the ways, before we lose our present future
hard to readjust, when the just froze like frost
hard to shill defi, when a cell is home to ross
real hackers move in silence, afk i’m paying homage
underground my sound, because the mainstream isn’t fond
of people waking up, to the lies when they’ve been told
that riches all await them, when they stick to play their role
sh*t is not foretold, wallet hot, my heart is cold
os import functions, but no sleep i only hold
run this sh*t forever, boot partition for my grind
i don’t drink, so emulation, only time that i wine
sticks and stones, broken bones with no spine
miss the net, like an amateur tennis player on the line
alphabet boys, with the big budget clubs
their malware on the prowl, booted up like sh*t is grub
jump addresses, make em dance, on my routed table
no wireless, i’m advanced, hardwired with my cable
no chance, grand entrance, hacking to some trance
techno mr roboto, i’m two tired like a moto
cycle, more cycles like i got a lot of threads
entropy filled, like flipping coins i turn heads
redpill on the daily, i’m not talking meds
polka dot, circle small, i can spot the feds
Random Song Lyrics :
- i wonder - isaac b lyrics
- televisionary - the last felony lyrics
- attitude - svrite lyrics
- blew (live at pine street theatre february 9, 1990) - nirvana lyrics
- clark kent - reason lyrics
- no glory - shamel lyrics
- não consigo me amar - gaki lyrics
- good child gone wild - crack the sky lyrics
- bir nefeslik özgürlük - şahıs (tur) lyrics
- lonely eighty eight (piano charm) - jill sobule lyrics