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how i feel - crxzy cxrio lyrics

[hook]

i can’t tell you how i feel
all i know is i’m ill
and i don’t need any pills

i know that this isn’t a dream
but i just hope it is
coz i can’t deal with this sh-t
(yeah)

[verse 1]

i ain’t seeking attention
if i was, i’d in the street naked twerking, dancing and showing my black -ss
but i won’t coz i know you n-gg-s would call me a jerk -ss
now everybody wanna know about my parents
i don’t know ‘em i’m for real i don’t even know myself
hope that i don’t lose my sh-t coz i won’t even hold myself
pray that i don’t use my sh-t coz i don’t wanna owe myself
but i end up using it (why) coz i own myself
f-ck depression. step into the lion’s den with my bare hands
i don’t wanna k!ll you i just wanna be your best friend
i don’t have n-body else it’s just me, myself and i
i just sit me down and cry
reminisce about them good times until i crack a smile and lose a tooth
(are you happy now n-gg-?) yeah that’s what i ask myself
it’s funny how i really want to die but i’m afraid of death
now it feels like the end of time i’m living in the edge
i’d probably kidnap daughter time coz i need time to spare
remember times when my mama used to read me bed stories
now i cannot go sleep i wish she’d be here for me
but i guess i’ll have to fantasize and tell these mad stories coz

[hook]

i can’t tell you how i feel
all i know is i’m ill
and i don’t need any pills

i know that this isn’t a dream
but i just hope it is
coz i can’t deal with this sh-t

[verse 2]

okay i fantasize and tell ‘em stories that (never existed)
that’s why i’m always high coz i wanna keep up the distance
so you can never see me going through my lows just mind your business
coz i’m minding mine and my mind is ill and it’s sickening
how i cannot open up what i bottled years ago well here i go
i’m depressed yeah and i don’t need your help i’m doing fine
(really?) don’t even waste your time
coz this sh-t it’s in my head and it’s messing with my mind
don’t you panic it’s depression it ain’t bad as cancer
if you keep asking me questions n-gg- you won’t get your answers
i’m always behind the curtains or hiding under my mattress
and i can’t find any words to describe this madness
actions speaks louder than words and i’m acting out of character
(my day will come) and i don’t have a calendar
(oops i ripped it out didn’t much “remember”)
now i have march wish that i could make it to december and

[hook]

i can’t tell you how i feel
all i know is i’m ill
and i don’t need any pills

i know that this isn’t a dream
but i just hope it is
coz i can’t deal with this sh-t

i can’t tell you how i feel
all i know is i’m ill
and i don’t need any pills

i know that this isn’t a dream
but i just hope it is
coz i can’t deal with this sh-t

- crxzy cxrio lyrics

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