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brain chemistry - crown imperial lyrics

[verse 1]
tonight i’ll try to find
some piece of mind
in your arms held tight
and i’m not scared to die
’cause i’ll be stuck in these dreams of mine
(let’s go!)

[chorus]
’cause i’ve been going through the motions like everyday
when will my friends stop asking “yo dude are you okay”
i’m not trying to be facetious
my brain insists i can’t beat this
i’m not scared of being with you
it’s just the f-cked up that i know you’ll do, so

so tell me tell me
if it’s make-believe
because i can’t see
feelings between you and me

[bridge]
i’ve spent the last 21 years of my life preparing for what everyone else calls adulthood
but honestly i don’t think i’m quite there yet
i don’t care about myself and can only invest time in the people around me
i say i do everything for me and then i put on this charade day in and day out
trying to prove to everyone else that i’m able to hold my own and that
i’m able to become self sufficient
but what even is self sufficiency when i can’t be happy when i’m alone at night
in my comfortable air conditioned apartment
surrounded by the best of friends willing to support me
my horrendous brain chemistry is one h-ll of burden to deal with
and i’m not asking for your sympathy, but rather i’m asking for you to understand
and i hope you can understand
because i’m unable to deal with my emotions in any healthy way
other than these songs
but i’ll continue trying not to be an -ssh0l-
trying to be myself, and trying to keep my friends happy
because these have been the only thing lately that i’ve been successful at
and i hope it all works out

[chorus]
’cause i’ve been going through the motions like everyday
when will my friends stop asking “hey dude are you okay”
i’m not trying to be facetious
my brain insists i can’t beat this
i’m not scared of being with you
it’s just the f-cked up things that i know you’ll do, so

so tell me tell me
if it’s make-believe
because i can’t see
feelings between you and me

- crown imperial lyrics

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