the war that followed me home - convictions lyrics
[verse 1]
i break down
my mind awakes in the wake of hysteria
it’s happening again
i see your face in the place where i rest my head
i only sleep with my eyes wide open
i blame myself, i shame myself
[chorus]
death from the front lines showing up on my front doorstep
you’ll never know the guilt
i felt from surviving or know the love and loss that’s always on repeat
i’m just a living casualty
i thought i left the fight behind back overseas and maybe i’m denied a full recovеry
i’ve gone m.i.a
i’ll nevеr find me
[verse 2]
i can’t escape the flashbacks
we attacked, they shot back
the skies turned black
i watched my friend take his last breath
i set aside my humanity
how can i feel when i’ve been trained for apathy?
i put my life on the line. at what cost?
my first k!ll became the death of me
[breakdown]
death of me
forget everything you’ve known and come to believe
stripped down and torn apart
replace the heart, you are a machine
somewhere i know there’s a soul trapped in between
[chorus]
death from the front lines showing up on my front doorstep
you’ll never know the guilt
i felt from surviving or know the love and loss that’s always on repeat
i’m just a living casualty
i thought i left the fight behind back overseas and maybe i’m denied a full recovery
i’ve gone m.i.a
i’ll never find me
[bridge]
where do i go from here?
when the smoke clears and the bodies appear?
no time for fear as death rains from the air…
my knees collapse, and i brace for the impact
the bloodshed that never ends
the echo that runs through my head
it’s a war that followed me home
it’s a war that followed me home
it’s a war that followed me home
[chorus]
you’ll never know the guilt
i felt from surviving or know the love and loss that’s always on repeat
i’m just a living casualty
i thought i left the fight behind back overseas and maybe i’m denied a full recovery
i’ve gone m.i.a
i’ll never find me
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