adgth - conscience (san antonio) lyrics
[verse 1: roger “conscience” ramos]
took you into our broken home
not knowing you would make it whole
anytime i felt alone
you were there to tell me no
“no, i’m here for you to hold
soak up every tear you cry
any day the world is cold
i’ll be right here by your side.”
you were always up for fun
especially when you were young
i had no real friends growing up
but you would show me i had one
and that was all i needed
kids repeatedly had beaten me up
eating me alive, and you could see it
never speaked it, but you saw it in my eyes
and i can’t read the sh-t i’m reading without the need to f-cking cry
why did you leave? can’t you hear me?
please give me a reason why
if there’s a jesus, he’s a demon for just leaving me behind
i know you see me here just grieving, but believe me when i lie
and say i’m fine with you appeasing with the reaper, but i’m screaming in my mind
i won’t be sleeping, not tonight, and not for seasons at a time
just to live by what i’m feeling:
you’re sleeping, and i’m the one who really died
[hook: roger “conscience” ramos]
you made this house a home when you were here in our presence
no longer does it feel like home without your beautiful essence
you were not only just family, but my f-cking best friend
all dogs go to heaven, all dogs go to heaven
you always had my back when i was fighting depression
you’d cuddle up beside me, and somehow the pain seemed to lessen
you are my guardian angel, the closest thing to a blessing
all dogs go to heaven, all dogs go to heaven
[verse 2: roger “conscience” ramos]
we found you in the yard and laid you gently in bed
we hadn’t seen this before, thought you had just needed rest
but, sadly, we all had the same bad thought in our head
so we sat all around you, so we could pay our respects
you’ve always been a feisty one, my little tiny fighter
i know you fought with all your heart and every mighty fiber
of your being to keep being here with me, despite your age, and all the pain
you ran away from the light that just got brighter
eventually, it consumed you, with the entire room, too
we all died inside and cried
we didn’t know what to do
i didn’t know what to say, i didn’t know what to think
but slowly took my anger outside to start digging your grave
take out my anger on this world, ’cause it had took you away
but i promise i’ll be out there every single day
i promise i’m happy you’re in a better place
and pray to see you again beyond those heavenly gates
[hook: roger “conscience” ramos]
[outro: roger “conscience” ramos]
you made this house a home when you were here in our presence
no longer does it feel like home without your beautiful essence
you were not-
f-cking sh-t
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