runaway (from myself) - citizen soldier lyrics
[verse 1]
i didn’t grow up in an abusive home i am one
i’ve tried to leave this sour place a thousand times
from the start i’ve made self*sabotage my anthem
like being who i am is self*harm in disguise
[pre*chorus]
’cause something deep inside me is broken
i’m not allowed to feel a thing
every loving word means nothing
i’m obsessed with suffering
lately thinking feels like cutting
every thought’s a razor blade
(if only i had someone else to blame)
[chorus]
wish i could runaway from myself, from myself
but there is no escape
when you’re the prison cell
wish i could runaway from myself, from myself
i plead for better days
but get thrown back in h*ll (h*ll, h*ll, h*ll…)
[post*chorus]
wish i could runaway from myself
wish i could runaway from myself
[verse 2]
who the h*ll can forgive my sins, i wrote this gospel
stuck in a cage of skin that always will remind me
that all the alcohol can’t numb this i’m the bottle
i’ll never change ’cause the chemicals will change my mind
[chorus]
wish i could runaway from myself, from myself
but there is no escape
when you’re the prison cell
wish i could runaway from myself, from myself
i plead for better days
but get thrown back in h*ll (h*ll, h*ll, h*ll…)
[bridge]
wish i could runaway from myself
wish i could runaway
’cause something deep inside me is broken
i’m not allowed to feel a thing
every loving word means nothing
i’m obsessed with suffering
lately thinking feels like cutting
every thought’s a razor blade
if only i had someone else to blame
[chorus]
wish i could runaway from myself, from myself
but there is no escape
when you’re the prison cell
wish i could runaway from myself, from myself
i plead for better days
but get thrown back in h*ll
[outro]
i didn’t grow up in an abusive home i am one
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