i’m not okay - citizen soldier lyrics
[verse 1]
tonight the monsters in my head
are screaming so d*mn loud
but i built walls so high
so they never even make a sound
[pre*chorus 1]
it’s a mask, it’s a lie
it’s the only home i’ve ever known
cause being who i really am
has only left me more alone
[chorus]
i am not okay
and i need you to see it
i have so much to say
and no one to hear it
the reason i keep quiet
with so much at stake
i always feel like a burden
let it silence me
you’ll never understand
why its so hard to say
i’m not okay
[verse 2]
i wish i had a scar, had a bruise on the surface
any kind of proof
that everything i feel is more than just some sad excuse
my life’s invisible abuse
i’m either judged or have to hide
the only symptom you can see
is i don’t wanna be alive
[chorus]
i am not okay
and i need you to see it
i have so much to say
and no one to hear it
the reason i keep quiet
with so much at stake
i always feel like a burden
let it silence me
you’ll never understand
why its so hard to say
[pre*chorus 2]
i’ll never have the words
i can’t explain this h*ll
but what if it k!lls me
if i keep it to myself
to myself
[chorus]
i am not okay
and i need you to see it
i have so much to say
and no one to hear it
i’m not okay
i’m not okay
i’m never safe
it’s not a phase
if i finally break
would you still stay
[outro]
tonight the monsters in my head
are screaming so d*mn loud
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