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thereafter. - chucky blk lyrics

[verse 1]
lost the silhouette of moth to the overall darkness
lost my sense of self tryna make bargains
expecting others to hold me better than i can
loneliness harkens
askin can you sit still and feel this child
i can’t help but fidget with the tiles
all the while my heart is racing, mind spinning
william reminds me freedom comes with a dizziness
hurling in the corner
purging the former
alcohol on my breath makes sure i forget any midnight epiphanies
most nights spent dreamless
most my days are tryna peep what a dream is
at least the hangover’s feeling something other than what i’ve been running from
my feet got holes in‘em directly to the bone
whole marathon spent wincing
fountain in me been dry for sometime
bout time the pendulum swinging to the other side
now i can’t help but cry to everything
all this mourning is seeping into my everything
navigating piling scar tissue
piloting hard issues
stuck between a rock and hard place and got push both of ‘em
[verse]
(3x) stuck between a rock and hard place and got push both of ‘em
we call that healing
(3x) stuck between a rock and hard place and got push both of ‘em
we call that healing

[verse 2]
been feeling like a gaping flesh wound
been feeling like impending doom is slowly undressing me
love is holding my insecurities and calling’em blessing
i don’t think i deserve this
anxiety saying you need earn it
even the muddiest waters act as a mirror surface
shirking eye contact in every reflection
talking about voids that will break me
i can barely handle a truthful perspective
ruthless inspection of self is often more reckless
im the messiest heckler
and professional settler
holding myself, to say i love this vessel
say it with a chestful of urgency
the tears are overflowing so i guess that its working
all this growth means plenty hurting
but the exponential curve of learning is immaculate
mending the fractures down to the bedrock
nurturing the me before the dreadlocks
the me before my smile got stilted
the me before the world k!ll it
the me that felt the need too hide everything
the me who held everything with jovial bewilderment
i’m holding my everything with an unmatched conviction now
[outro]
(4x) i’m in love with i’m building
so f*ck if you feel it

- chucky blk lyrics

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