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unstable - christian morant lyrics

[intro]
ooo ooo ooo ooo
aah aah aah aah
ooo ooo ooo ooo

[verse 1]
here we go again. break out the pen
scribble on the pad then hit the lab
record a track just so i can ask
the broken parts of me why i’m so sad?
why i’m so mad? what the f*ck happ*
*ened to the man staring back at
me in the mirror. so d*mn unclear of
who that really is. where is the kid
who knew how to live? did he exist
or was it all a twisted figment
of my imagination just to get me here
waiting for my fears to catch up to my years
like who’s gonna love me when i disappear?
who’s gonna rеally take the time to hеar
what i have to say before i hit the grave
with every word i lay from every verse i make
for you to listen to, for you to consume
for you to judge the parts of me that are bruised
to prove i bleed like one of you
red, black and blue from all of the abuse
i’ve endured from the mental wars
since my metamorphosis forced me
to reorient how i think my metaphors
come off to the people they’re meant for
and praying that my venture toward awards
for my use of words doesn’t send me to the mental ward
or behind bars where the suits are orange
while i hide behind these bars
try’na sort out why y’all adore
someone so torn, someone so unsure
about the man that he is, the f*cks that he gives
and whether or not he dies or lives cuz
[hook]
i’m so unstable
i’m barely able
to wake up and know what
it’s like to feel real love
you only see
the man you believe
to be lovestrong and free
when i’m not what you think
cuz i’m so unstable
i’m barely able
to wake up and know what
it’s like to feel real love
you only see
the man you believe
to be lovestrong and free
when it’s all just a dream

[verse 2]
now time for round two so back to the booth
bout to take you through the years of my youth
where i was so ashamed of being called names
so i just bottled up all the pain
and let them have their way, bullied every grade
where they made fun of how i would play
by myself trying not to dwell
on the fact that n0body could really tell
how sad i felt living in a sh*ll
til i turned twelve, started to rebel
making everybody else’s life a h*ll
waiting for the school to ring the final bell
just so i could race back to my place
and escape into video games
or another page of this diary
where it was safe to finally be
the man that you see today
a boy who was so afraid
to be himself despite the way
he was raised on how to be the change
you wanna see around you which is why i’m bound to
making a difference by weaving my mission
thru every fabric of my existence
and the mark i’m gonna leave after living
such a beautiful life filled with love
and the heartache that naturally comes
with someone so carefree but
never quite really knowing what
to do with myself or who i choose
to pour my soul into
as i wonder if i’ll ever understand
the real meaning of i love you cuz
[hook]
i’m so unstable
i’m barely able
to wake up and know what
it’s like to feel real love
you only see
the man you believe
to be lovestrong and free
when i’m not what you think
cuz i’m so unstable
i’m barely able
to wake up and know what
it’s like to feel real love
you only see
the man you believe
to be lovestrong and free
when it’s all just a dream

- christian morant lyrics

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