soliloquy - christian layone lyrics
[chrous: hariel cabreros]
i’ve been so lost in this world
call me invisible, invisible
i fell so low, i fell so low
[verse 1: christian layо̄ne]
sky is now overcast
even more time has p-ssed
accepted my circ-mstances
all of my friends are now my acquaintances
i am alone within all of the m-sses
time is just p-ssing, life is just p-ssing
and i’m the same, or at least that’s what i say
there is no more conflict, but my life still feels hopeless. (yah)
hastily working on music, i’m stressing bout that my my hazy future
cause i have been ditchin’ and loafing on homework
and no one has told me that i’d even make it
i’m gambling my faith on this selfish mixtape
i just hope that i do not come off as a lame
i just hope that my work will pay off
otherwise i’ll end it off
otherwise this would be loss
drawals. these feelings are not withdrawals
they have been here for a while
tell myself i ain’t depressed, but i might be in denial
maybe i shouldn’t have said that, don’t need attention
i’ll just make music to heal myself
thank god for creation. i live cause of sublimation
[chrous: hariel cabreros]
i’ve been so lost in this world
call me invisible, invisible
i fell so low, i fell so low
[bridge 1: christian layо̄ne]
i’ve been getting better
yeah the cloud’s still hazy
counting days like checks
my friends call me lazy
tell them they ain’t poppin’
“but wait, you ain’t either.”
at least i’m still tryin’
i think i need jesus
[verse 2: josh mykl]
our father who art in heaven
lord hallowed be thy name
i wanna thank you for keeping me from going insane
lord give me patience, my mama is now a patient
she losin’ all of her patience stressing bout the next paycheck
where will it come from? dad is here but he’s been so distant
they fighting on the reg, i gotta keep my distance
gotta keep my distance, distractions on the daily basis
turning to my crucifix, just to see if christ my god can fix this
but it’s okay
bring no regrets when we meet at the grave
suicide hill: where we cannot be saved
rejection, rejection, rejection, emotions have caved
stay on your side if you ever switched lanes
leavin’ people behind just to finish the race
usain boltin’ and joltin’
my mama rejoicin’
and winning is what i will take to my grave
boy i’m gonna make it big, beverly is where i will live. (aye)
in the hills, getting bills, getting lit, parties on parties, squad crashing the crib. (yah)
shout to chuck and christian
real friends how many of them?
i’m seasoned, salt, pepper, lemon
cooking fakes, chopsticks, instant ramen
but this my last request
bless us ’til the final breath
if i don’t die today, i pray i p-ss tomorrow’s test
please give me that daily bread, i don’t wanna be dead
take up my cup, it is finished, in jesus christ name, amen
[bridge 2: christian layо̄ne]
yet i’m still flossin’, flossin’
i be poppin’ just like crompton’s collar
i’m a independent scholar
i’ll just walk in. i’m acknowledged louder. louder
[verse 3: youngster chuck]
do not put me in a box (box!)
i’m fiendin’ for more than that rock (rock!)
don’t roll up that paper, i’ll cut you off
like i am ed scissorhands with the rock (rock)
y’all special ed with the rock (rock)
i do this like i am lebron (lebron)
i’m running the game
everybody gon’ think it’s old school throw it back when i c-ck (c-ck it!)
the pen or the pencil
concealed is the weapon and i am creating the art (art!)
that’s gon’ live forever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever (hold up, ock! stacks!)
y’all gon’ shut up when i talk (talk!)
i’m tiger
i’ll pee on your family tree in the woods hands together
9:45, turnin’ your gramps to a grandfather clock (facts!)
i feel like i do this a lot (lot!)
dip my quill in the blood from my heart (heart!)
i’m writing and writing and writing and everyone else is really riding this, huh?
say, i’m pulling up with the squad (squad!)
say, i’m from la when i spark (spark!)
say, i’ll be a hero soon everyone marvel when i parallel peter park- (spiderman!)
er iron man, i’m tony stark
or batman, when i’m feeling dark (bruce wayne)
i told that girl that i am hot when i’m spitting that lava
but boy i’m a shark
but really, boy, i am a man (man!)
but really, man, i am the rock (dwayne!)
johnson with magic to sc that’s curry
fam business when company talks, easy
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