
f a t h e r l e s s (orchestral version) - chris siders lyrics
verse 1:
led a stray
trailing chambers
i slumbered
amongst beasts
marked by vices
promised father
i’ll be home
just have faith in me
proceed to
chase a dream of 50 stars
and fathom greener pastures
in hymns behind a pulpit
greet h*ll in distance
heaven’s a mile away
and i run
mind weighs a ton
cracking the love below
infatuated
chasing women til the cash gone
it’s shameful
i’ll be home my father
this guilt strong
momma said
its hard
knowing life goes on
she speaks
in praise
i choosе to ignore
my heart’s torn
non*vulnerablе
mentally deteriorate
growing hate
switch blame
why father done
pushed me away?
pastor passed
messages
reminding me
i’m loved
once on my death bed
coughing up blood
you showed what our home is like
assure my dad is safe
i borrowed time
assume i could rent more
heading out this door
i may be
chorus:
fatherless
my spirt be wandering
beyond what the eyes can see
can’t exchange
this pain for peace
cause i be floatin’
verse 2:
4:45 in the morning
emotions peak
a perspective
attempting to understand
grief
my sister calls
in the middle of a talk
in hollywood with west
rush to a uber
felt it all in my chest
he’s gonna pull through
he’s gonna pull through
this is nothing new
surviving two
heart attacks
in the past
stomach turning up
in the backseat
father you said
if i came home
you heal
leper parable
why does it feel
like h*ll knocking
at our front door?
6am in the hospital
i was told our home
forever change
gash across my dad’s face
right side of his brain dead
feeling the warmth
of our home fade
ominously i go run away
never let you get close
to me
knowing liberty tried to k!ll me
for sovereignty
dreams are full of guilt
something dies
every time
performing songs
you’ll never hear
manifest a destiny
isolating so d*mn violently
stand tall
against you and this country
you oversee
chorus:
fatherless
my spirit be wandering
beyond what the eyes can see
can’t exchange
this pain for peace
cause i be floatin’
verse 3:
how dare you
make me pledge
to be a man of this
glass house?
allegiance to
this war machine
murder millions
in gaza
how
can i be proud of you
or want be you
an indoctrinated politician
selling heaven for profit
colonize constellations
since stealing indigenous
then erase the history
of queer and two*spirit
my dad taught me
to never put my hands
on a woman
you allow p*ssy gripping
rhetoric to be the norm
so catch a 45
f*cking with 47
n*ggas down to ride
on this mile
path to heaven
standing with the raza
my n*gga, yeah
we melting ice
how can you stand*by
and see children
be fatherless
like me
you k!lled my dad
and his dream
fainting from medications
imposing as god
never bow down to a facade
feeding greed
just so the poor can starve
america
chorus:
fatherless
my spirit be wandering
beyond what the eyes can see
can’t exchange
this pain for peace
cause i be floatin’
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