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suicide note - chris nixk lyrics

verse one

im hurting way more then you would ever know
trying hide these scars, but the cut deepest
cut forever show
yes i have weakness, i’ll don’t tell but the devil know
who planted this seed, but important how made it grow
but the bleeding is increasing in lacking for reasoning. if trapped within season..
where happiness is a teasing
every flaw of the mirror, they stare while u blinking
shallow part of my heart i stand only to can sinkin
these pills im swallow easy compared truth
let this razor will ease the pain, and cut the wires they use
to leave me hanging by my self but i’m wrong if i tie the noose
so all this “fight for my life” that i hate im calling a truce
you call me a coward, i call you a vulture
addicted to flesh, still as a sculpture
and this note i’m the aurthor
turn his back hope so he can show his posture
is death the only way i connect to my father
i sleep with monster, i’m dream of coffins
my selling my soul, i’m hearing the offers
jesus bid at the occasion
cause this life nothing more but a end with a bargain
self destruction success rate i’m raising the margin
begging your pardon, i’m begging your pardon
i was told not fear satan, so if it’s safe to say
i don’t fear h-ll, i only fear there no vacancy

chorus:

they try to say i was too young for suicide
they try to say i was too black for suicide
they try to say i was too rich for suicide
they try to say i was too cool for suicide
they try to say i was too cute for suicide
they try to say i was too scared of suicide

verse two

look i at hurt, more then i could ever show
family tried till me, stay strong let the devil know
i’m cover in his blood, but i get weak and the devil hope
the people that can help oddest sh-t like heavens no

and how when everything i vow
god can you here i need to hear you right now
i don’t wanna drooling in the poison of a smile
look i rather frown, as i stare mirror down
cause when i see my blood, then i feel the love
when the pain reach to the surface
i burry it with some drugs
i’m into looking for some help why looking in disgust
but if i hang from the truth then honestly is corrupt

you ask me if i’m cool, you greet me wit what up
you noticed all my failure,you talking about my cuts
you focus on my sh-ll, but if i give this body up
then i would truly understand, you never gave a f-ck
you only see the brands and the label on his carc-ss
not the pride of a father, the hungry of an artist

so i as i walk no i’m sprinting into the darkness
you fear of truth was the knife of the sharpest
nature, nurture if your feed pain, you rebirth it
worthless, pretending you care is so perfect
people going ride when you laying out right behind him
and the one that feel the worst is the one that could’ve stop him

chorus

- chris nixk lyrics

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