outsider (feat. heartbreaka) - chow mane lyrics
[verse 1 * chow mane]
right by the water where i was born
overcast, lotta downpour
out in the cut like it’s neosporin
car foreign and my family foreign
mcm this ain’t no jansport
i grew up on north sanborn
but i moved up to san jo
viet, laos and the cambos
chinese and the mexicans
lil chino used to get it in
felt like i was here to represent
but lately i been out my element
shorty told me she don’t understand
in her head i was a better man
mind slippin’ way from me i know
i’m so tired, wanna go on home
now i’m hot like mikе jones, but everywhеre i go the people cold
couple nights i lost all control, and i could tell its damaging my soul
my hands prayin’ dearly, tryna see it clearly but i only got one way to go
most days i be all alone
most nights get my mind blown
[hook * chow mane]
and all my life i been a outsider
now my money amount higher
she been in my mind like a house spider
got me paralyzed and my mouth quiet
aye
spendin’ too much time all by myself
i got stories i can’t ever tell
livin’ in my head it’s like a cell
when i die hope ion go to h*ll
i been gettin’ faded by myself
i got stories i can’t ever tell
tryin’ to forget just how it felt
no one else but me to turn for help
[verse 2 * heartbreaka]
lately i been talkin to myself
they don’t really know how i feel
my brother just got locked up they ain’t give him bail
all them f*ckin’ losses send ’em thru the mail
i don’t think you want these f*ckin’ problems is you stupid now
i was on that x for 3 days like what you doin now
only place i go is up, i know where i’m headed now
married to the game consider this my f*ckin’ wedding vows
so i can be your only one, i can be there when you want
you might miss me when i’m gone, feel like i been on the run
different city every night, pray to god gon’ steer me right
while i live this bad life now while i get this bag right
she don’t really know what i been through
trophies on my neck and my wrist too
demons i could see ’em in my rearview
all these haters talkin’ i can’t hear you
[hook * chow mane]
and all my life i been a outsider
now my money amount higher
she been in my mind like a house spider
got me paralyzed and my mouth quiet
aye
spendin’ too much time all by myself
i got stories i can’t ever tell
livin’ in my head it’s like a cell
when i die hope ion go to h*ll
i been gettin’ faded by myself
i got stories i can’t ever tell
tryin’ to forget just how it felt
no one else but me to turn for help
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