a b c d e f g h i j k l m n o p q r s t u v w x y z 0 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 #

snowstorm - chivalery lyrics

[verse]
yeah
dear dad isn’t even close to what i’m about to rap
i hate that song had the vibes of that last letter track
f*ck
i wish we fixed everything and november 8th was just another f*cking night
i wish i forgave everything i said
forgave for saying you ruined my f*cking life
but we just never had the time
and never had the light
all those songs i wrote never felt right
all the songs probably could have brought back the smite
saying they couldn’t would be just anothеr f*cking lie
i keep reliving the 2nd
first timе we wanted to see each other in years
holding onto each other in tears
how we smiled and laughed the rest of hours
but now every time i reminisce i’m feeling like i’m stabbed with a spear
and it’s sad to say that i lost more than i ever thought
your smile and laugh always brings a tear to the lines i jot
thinking back to when we were tied like a knot
all those nights we’d be playing on the ps2
now nothing can bring back those nights
but if i could i would give up this life
just to go back when we both had light
and that light was so bright
but you gained some demons that i never understood the sight
you would lie and say “everything’s alright.”
but you started drinking heavier
then i learned steadier
i cut us loose when i thought we’d always be tight
but our relationship never got healthier
and you started getting emptier
f*ck
over year a later and nothing can express how i felt
how every time i hear your name a welt grows in my chest
nothing can express the blow
when mom got told
i keep thing about that day every time i see snow
this pain i’ll never be able to out grow
i cried into witt’s shoulder outside his show
he played last letter at his show
as soon as the beat started
i started crying every tear my eyes could ever hold
how can i claim to be a perfect son
when i talk to you more now than i’ve ever done
i hope one day when i’m old
to my kids your story will be told
about you how much of an amazing person you were
how you inspired your son to go out and win awards
how you should always have something to work towards
always move forwards
n’ never take no sh*t
and i hope they can take something from it
but it’d be more powerful if you were sitting there telling it
i would never be ready to let you go
i would never be ready to see what would unfold
but nothing was in my control
two days before i was gonna call
but i thought you were at work so you couldn’t talk at all
and feeling more and more like it was my fault
only if i f*cking called
i wish we f*cking talked before you did it
i wish you and mom had one more last honest thought to thought
cus i think you would be proud of what she was accomplishing
the demons she was fighting head on
d*mn
now we sit here looking at pictures and missing
i hope i can play this loud enough that you’re able to listen
after it happened
i was staying at my grandparents
your mom just came over talk
and we just got lost
thinking back to all that we lost
later that night i went out and
i put last letter over the snow fall
now every time it rains or snows i feel like you’re right here next to me standing tall
like maybe heaven ain’t that far
and i know for a fact
if you were here today that you’d tell me one day
people will play me so loud that’ll it’ll reach farther than i could ever imagine
sh*t
i miss you, dad
i love you

- chivalery lyrics

Random Song Lyrics :

Popular