let you down (remix) - chivalery lyrics
[chorus]
feels like we’re on the edge right now
i wish that i could say i’m proud
all these demons in my head can get so loud
i wish that i could shove them out
i’m sorry that i let you down
let you down
let you down
let you down
[verse]
yeah
i’ve been feeling like a disappointment
feeling like i’ve been anointed
my feelings have been struck and poignant
i need to keep speaking my emotions
need to stay voicing
it’s frustrating
i’m disappointed that i can’t face it
i think i realized at the funeral i have to embrace it
i look down at your grave, feel like i disobeyed
but i can’t say sh*t
take a deep breath, i can’t exhale it
all these people standing, full of memory traces
no one was able to brace for this impact
some were at your f*cking birthplace
i think i misplaced this verse way
maybe i should replace it
because this is supposed to be a showcase that i’m a disgrace
and i hesitate to say it
but it
[chorus]
feels like we’re on the edge right now
i wish that i could say i’m proud
all these demons in my head can get so loud
i wish that i could shove them out
i’m sorry that i let you down
let you down
let you down
let you down
[verse]
yeah
i blame myself for everything
it’s been a couple months now
i haven’t actually talked to you for awhile
i guess i’ve been in denial
cus last year i wanted to be nf
but this year i’m trying to be me
i’ve teamed with faceless
and he said “that’s enough”
(that’s nf)
so i’m done faking it
it’s me now
but how
am i supposed to be me, without you
tears dropping down
got me thinking about the old days
happy didn’t need to be found
she was always around
we always enjoyed the little things
but now my ocd is making me overthink every little thing
and it always
[chorus]
feels like we’re on the edge right now
i wish that i could say i’m proud
all these demons in my head can get so loud
i wish that i could shove them out
i’m sorry that i let you down
let you down
let you down
let you down
[verse]
i know i’ma disappointment
i know i’ve been anointed with poison
i struggle to keep control of my emotions
i need to listen to the voices
i should’ve been loyal
i had the reasons
but i chose treason
now i sit with paranoia
cus if it wasn’t for that cd
you’d still be here and joyful
if i never put recovery in you’d still be here
but i did and now i’m here instead
i can’t express how sorry i am
but i can confess lately i’ve been seeing red
and i want me to be the one dead
so that’s it the end
amen
rest in peace taylor
and now i know truly, we’re on the edge right now
and i…
[chorus]
i wish that i could say i’m proud
all these demons in my head can get so loud
i wish that i could shove them out
i’m sorry that i let you down
let you down
let you down
let you down
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