human like you - cheryl tugade lyrics
here’s something different
i don’t tell no one, so listen
want someone different
to save me from this
the world keeps spinning, and it’s
like it’s not me in it
want to hold on but
i need to let go
it’s like i’m lost, beyond being found
laying in the dark, screaming help in a crowd
you can kick me, judge me, say that you know me
but i know that you’re blind and can’t see the real me
the tears i cry, in the middle of the night
when i turn down the lights, so you can’t see my eyes –
but you didn’t know that right?
so call me cruel, call me bad, cos i do bad things
but you don’t understand, i’m not always like this
the emotion it takes me, and i can’t even think
but you can’t define me, just by this
i’m human like you, human like me
humans that fight and try desperately
we’re limited, burn bright and die
hope for the best, when it don’t work out right, yea
we love, we hate, we laugh, we cry
we win, we lose, we k!ll, we die
think the worst things, regret never ends
but that’s just until, we think them again
i don’t deserve this, to be in this world cos
all you are is good, in a world full of hate
but all i do is hate, and all i am is mad
and all i do is feel, and bleed, till i can’t take it
strap these thoughts down in my mind
hope someone’ll stop this ride
while i wait i’ll hold on tight
hope i make it out alright
i know that i’m lucky i got money and friends
i got everything i need, praise my, blessings
i’m not complaining, but i can’t do this alone
i can’t feel this way inside my own, home
cos none of this means there’s no pain in my head
that i can’t choke from my own, breath
but maybe you’re right, there’s no way this is real
cos even i don’t know, what i even feel
cos my knuckles are red but they still haven’t bled
like what i feel that cannot be seen
screamings just in my mind, and my tears have been dried
call you blind, to things you can’t see, so
see through the lies, ask if i’m fine
say you won’t judge me, for the crimes in my mind
don’t tell me keep calm, say “yea you’re not fine”
cos i don’t believe my own self, no matter how many times
but i guess the one good thing about falling apart
is the songs that i write, come from the heart
as it bleeds, open and free, the tears fall in streams
but the words come out easy
strap these thoughts down in my mind
hope someone’ll stop this ride
while i wait i’ll hold on tight
hope i make it out alright
honestly, i don’t even know how to ask for help
all my life, i’ve been tryna just fix myself
a broken mind tryna fix a broken soul
an empty heart tryna fill an empty hole
but i like songs, cos they express
all these things that i fail to get
that pain is okay if i just say it right
and my humanity? that is nothing to hide
so let’s make this real, this music in your ears
so listen real close and imma talk about my fears
bout this person in my head, who’s rage knocks me out of my chest
who hates, and hates, till it’s sick to death
cos i forget how to love, how to cut the world slack
cos it’s human like me, but in these moments i lack
the vision to see, the world’s bigger scene
that this is just a moment, like every moment in between –
cos the hardest thing’s tryna keep calm
when i don’t know, what the h-ll’s going on
cos these rhymes, in my mind, just find
a way to turn everyone i love into a fear of being left behind
but look, the sunrise is coming through
so i’ll stop, try, to catch the view
cos it hardly ever stops, these thoughts get me lost
but next time i won’t let ‘em, cos i am not, my, thoughts
learn to control this anger in my chest
write about hurt once i’ve no longer bled
and i won’t be afraid of this rage that i’ve kept
look in the mirror, say, i forgive this, mess
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