choose happiness - cheffamc lyrics
hold up just a second let me say this
i got some stuff on my mind i haven’t been facing
my hearts racing i feel like i’ll never get it out but i got dreams and it’s time to step up and chase em
it’s time to step up and do better
i’ll do it for my mum who’s watching over up in heaven i’ll do it for myself and i won’t ever be forgetting
everything i’ve done to get me to where im headed
yeah i been thinking a lot
i feel like i’m doing well but is it really enough
maybe it’s not i drop thе ball and struggle picking it up
and when i do how long till im falling back into a rut
thought i was good? why am i still having thesе thoughts? i’m having remorse for how my life has taken its course, i wonder the cause it’s probably just from shutting the doors pacing the hall nah i can’t seem to see the progress at all
so tell the truth am i stuffed from what i’ve done in my youth
or can i push the pain away and do what i’ve come here to do
live up to my truth and maybe try out something that’s new
i got life to live don’t wanna kick the bucket too soon
i get home and i skits out it’s just another day
punching stuff till my rings are cutting i’m tryna numb the pain
shut the gate if you love me then you’ll let me run away i’m insane i hate all the thoughts that are inside my brain
i hate what i say its never comin out
how im wanting
i got a lot of rage and i’m aiming it somebody
somebody i love i don’t wanna cause any harm
i need some help but i am the only one who can stop me
saying i’m changing but i wonder am i really faking?
don’t feel amazing when i’m sitting here alone and shaking
i should face it i stopped the blazing
but i’m still fulla hatred
i miss my mum but you’re prolly done with hearing me say it
you’re probably done with me you’ve said it before i should really pack my stuff and then just head for the door my head full of thoughts is trying hard to mess up my core i just want to stay true and not think of death anymore
i’ve had dreams of waking up with amnesia
cos lately it’s been hurting us both when i say i need ya
but i do i just been finding it hard to improve
you’re probably hating what i’m saying but i feel i need to speak up
nah i need to shut up, listen and then do
even if i stuff up just stay out of my mood cos babe i love you i promise that it’s honestly true
i’ll put myself in your shoes not make another excuse that’s what i choose
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