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healing - charlie winsmore lyrics

hey
do you believe me? i’m back
i f*ck around, reboot and attach
i know you love me i’ll give it right back
i thought i just couldn’t cope with the crash
but the whiplash has made me more mad
like all this time wasted? i just burnt it to ash
i know they might hate this
but there’s demons i have to attack
i lost myself in all these layers of irony
now i’m getting sincere
i abandoned my home, shuttered the doors
burn that sh*t down, n0body lives here
i want this world to pull me closer
show me thе reason why i remain
i’m beginning to rеalise
no pill is gonna stop me from going insane
i mean, they help, and sometimes i’m balanced
but i got something f*cked in the brain
i put my mask on, grab all my weapons
trying to rob a runaway train
still somehow i drag my ass online
show my face and continue the game
and i sit there and mumble through videos
and pretend i’m not going insane
sometimes i don’t get why you love me
i just can’t see that worth in myself
the only reason i’m here is because i went through it
and managed to put my pride on the shelf
i’m taking the steps now, i’m not giving up
i’m accepting that help
i’ll do it for anyone who believes that
i’m worthy of living and keeping me well
i know i’m sending mixed messages
but that’s the reality of where i am
i’m tangled up
in the threads of a story but no longer making those f*cking plans
look, i tried to live my way
and ended up nearly deceased
but i’m hoping that if i stay honest
i might approach some kind of peace
i tried to run from it
but it followed me
i tried my best to make do
this time i survived it
but i know it’ll be back
and i know that i will get through
‘cause i got you
‘cause i got you

- charlie winsmore lyrics

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