everything.everywhere.and.fuck.u - changeline lyrics
[intro]
i changed my mind, i’m not gonna end it like this
it needs to stop
great * you left
you had control until the end
that’s wonderful!
cheers, congrats!
it took me years to finally realise what you did
and i’m still in de*
[verse 1]
i feel infected
and for some reason you keep coming back into my mind
like i’m the one who should carry all the guilt
but i’m tired of this, okay!?
f*ck!
i’m gonna be the one who screams for once!
i’m gonna be the one who reigns!
because all your sh*t about maturity is just a smoke*screen
that you use to justify your instability
and the way you were screaming at me for hours for no f*cking reason!
you said i lacked empathy when i tried to calm you down
but you denied my depression * how is that empathy!?
[verse 2]
because i wasn’t feeling much worth feeling, you said i didn’t have the right to say that i have depression
because i had it easier compared to you
i had it easier!?
that i was torturing myself
because i wasn’t aware that i was trans?
and even that you didn’t believe
saying i was under some kind of influence!
shoot!
you were defending trans people in every sh*tty speech you gave
you didn’t want to hear that i was suicidal!
all you wanted was to f*ck a young boy!
and i’m tired of pretending like
i should keep blaming myself!
i thought you loved me
but you just love controlling me
like your little mannequin, right?
i was a little treat that you could f*ck
when you were feeling low?
[segue]
but now
it’s ending
it’s ending
i’m not your mannequin
it’s ending
it’s ending
it’s ending
i’m not your mannequin
it’s ending
i’m not your mannequin
it’s ending
i’m not your mannequin
it’s ending
i’m not your mannequin
it’s ending
it’s ending
it’s ending
it’s ending
right now
[outro]
you won’t ever touch me again
your tears won’t work anymore
i feel raped
it’s real
you abused me s*xually
but i know
i will
i will survive
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