i am kosmemophobic (kosmeophobia) - chacky yen lyrics
[verse 1]
as i look behind me
and i try to rhyme the
words that i comply be
i finally found it
i’m kosmemphobic
i felt it the first time when i
try to sleep in my mother’s side
i felt her necklace touching my face and
i know it didn’t feel right
i didn’t know what was it then but i
felt like running away from it
the disgust kept growing
and i keep looking away from the chains and rings and the twirls on the pearls
i was running from the curls
on every ornaments and jewellery
no i didn’t hate them
i just couldn’t stand them
no i can’t forget the day mom
when you hit me for the fact i wasn’t wearing
that amulet around my neck
i wanted to tell you mom that i wanted to obey then
but i wish you could understand then that
[hook]
i wish i had a better way
to tell you that i did care
but i hated every sight of it
the touchs i couldn’t cry for which
i wish i had a better way
to say i’m not a misfit
but i have to say it
i am komsememophobic
[verse 2]
like i said i don’t hate it
i just fear it
i just can’t stand near it
why the f-ck that you never care that i can’t wear it
couldn’t never bear it
the sight of those little metals
was kinna like fighting a battle
inside of my head i was trying to settle
but outside seeing the faces i would question my cradle
if i was wrong, or was i just different
i was always being told that i was wrong
never been told it’s okay, you don’t have to be the same
i was going insane, all those pain in my head
kept pushing me to let it fade away
but little did i know, it neved did
it kept pushing me away
from the people that i loved
and now that i stand in the corner of the crowd
as a weirdo or an outcast, well you know what i’m proud
cause i didn’t succ-mb, myself into being someone that i’m not
shout out to junior dale earnhardt
to be the voice for those who never spoke out
just to give us a reason to love the way that we turned out
[hook]
i wish i had a better way
to tell you that i did care
but i hated every sight of it
the touchs i couldn’t cry for which
i wish i had a better way
to say i’m not a misfit
but i have to say it
i am komsememophobic
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