i just haven't decided yet - ceruleancn lyrics
i remember the way you said goodnight, “hey i love you kid get some sleep, here’s to you.”
and if i could i would hear it until i cracked, i’d give ten more years just to have my two years with you back
and it’s getting harder to breathe because i can’t speak without you passing my brain
and it would be easier if you could stay but i wait as the hours turn into days, turn into mistakes
and i’m sorry if this is too much, but what am i supposed to do without your touch or your love?
i love you
i miss you
i need you
goodbye isn’t what i thought it was, what is closure if the door is still open?
the same screen door we sat by and talked about your friends with, еven though you hated them
and two yеars from then i thought i’d be the one you miss, and i got tired of seeing the person i love so much look so sad and depressed
when all i am is just a repressed memory and sadly that’s all i needed
take what i said and make it all the things i never did
you asked what i write about when i was gone and i said something special, but i’m not writing about something special, i’m just writing about you
because i try and tried to get passed what you left but i can’t walk away from what i was and who i am
because who i am is see*through but this ghost has feelings too
and i’d do anything to get my seconds back
i’d do anything to hear your voice again
and everyday i bet i drive pass your house wondering if you’ll feel the urge to come outside and see what you left
the days turn into months, into years
and all my tears aren’t for nothing
they’re for something
i just haven’t decided yet
please, just leave
i am gone but not forgotten
i am a man who somebody lost
scream to the sky for your god to give you back what you lost
scream to the sky for your god to give you back what you lost
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