5.30.13 - ceruleancn lyrics
and dad i’m trying to sleep, but you’re haunting my dreams
the worst part of being alone, is having no place to call home
i’m trying not to see what you said to me
it’s hard to believe i’m not the man my mother said i’d be
when i was a child my father said to me, “be happy and you will be free, believe in me until my heart stops beating.”
but above our wooden mantle sat a picture of him and i
and that’s what this is about, him and i
when i was a child my dad said, “son you look just like me.”
but dad i don’t want to look like you because who you look like now isn’t who you were back then
and again, my doctor tells me to scream it out but i havе no solutions just a lot of doubt, than i find out being a father and going farther
and would [?] lovе
than try to call and call you a friend
i’ve already died for you once
but never again
when i was a teen my father said, “son, its not your fault, you’re not a failure.” but dad what if i am?
what if i’m the black sheep son of a shepherd?
what if i have failed the test i’ve tried to take?
all i do is make poems and make up lies to help myself go to sleep at night
so when the morning came, i feel mightier knowing i got through another day, another hour, another second without you
without your smile
without your warmth
without feeling something, anything to stabilize me
but this isn’t about you and your lies
it’s about you and i
you and i
it’s about you and i
you and i
it’s all about you and i
it’s about you and i
you and i
and i’m alright
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