mother's nature - centiment lyrics
respirating poison apple breath upon the steering wheel
fending for themselves, two lost boys by the roadside
in the springtime of life it felt so unreal
to be mothered by jekyll and hyde
a pot of pills for dinner washed down with that old familiar venomous juice
charcoal for supper, needles in her hands, swallow another upper, a spectrum of abuse
you affected my behaviour, drunk and disorderly behaviour
i needed a saviour but nothing could save her
mother’s nature
a suicide notе for bedtime reading
stomach pumpеd, laying slumped, barely breathing
mother please awaken
what did i do to be forsaken?
the damage is done now
thought i could fix this somehow
all i can do is forgive, not forget
i tasted firewater in the womb of regret
acidify the polluted bowels
responsibility disavowed
to ourselves we are the greatest threat
waking and shaking in a cold sweat
for months he couldn’t look at me
i saw red, the moment the phone left the hook
for years he wouldn’t talk to me
a dial tone still rings in my ears
for a lifetime i’ll wear these scars
to wash away my fears
look what you’ve done to this family
what would your father think?
you’ve made yourself an enemy
how much further can you sink?
tormented by cruel memories
clouded by pools of drink
fermented bullsh*t excuses
written with vomit as ink
she loves you so love her back
do her final years mean jack sh*t to you?
grow
asylum creeper, attention seeker
i eternally pity you and protect your name
in the name of blame we love and shame
mother’s pain
mother’s bane
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