4 am freestyle. - cb gaming lyrics
[verse]
i just needed a motive to make these lines explosive
just know i could explode at any moment
i tend to show these hoes mo they could’ve imagined or known’ve
they’ll look at the lyrics i spit and they’ll just take ’em and quote ’em
i’m doing this for the kids whos hearts are frozen because they were left hopeless and never got to chance to know they’rе worth something but no one was therе to tell ’em to know it
i gotta show it, and i gotta blow it
too many children left cold with no hope and some are homeless
foster care victim parents would hit him and do drugs till their f*cking liver exploded
had the bottles fully loaded and the kid sat on the stairs hopin
that something would change ’em and show ’em
that this sh*t isn’t worth it but the dream seemed pretty hopeless
then he got taken away from all ever knew and he feels like different so his social walls he took ’em and closed ’em
then problems came about and started eroding
thoughts and doubts on how thing would then out or where he’d go the next morning
every knows of him but n0body truly knows ’em
and the suicidal thoughts are explodin
and you feel like everything is gone and life is hopeless
and everything you touch turns to sh*t and his heart is more frozen
than boston in december at 4 in the morning
hes crying in his room but the foster mom wh0re remains to keep snoring
time to take the bull by the h*rns
what do we do with all the times been scorn
there’s no retries in goodbyes
you do not see the urgency in these eyes
shifting gears to just to mesmerize
frantically fueled for all out confusion
every body i know one time another starts heavy using
my patience use to be a lot looser
gotz to over the does and don’ts
there’s a big difference between can’t and won’t
why did i choose the sinking boat
feels as if my life one big hoax
still
i tip my glass to you
for getting up from that nasty plunge
oh sh*t drew p*ssed look at everybody run
out my mind living this rerun
me you them they we all heathens
i’ll forever hold you like a grudge
i won’t ever let go i’ll squeeze you with this hug until i explode & burst your lungs
there are a few of us but i happen to be the one
i lived a life trapped in a box if only i could’ve saw the sun
my story i can ill*strate with words that can affiliate
i’m afraid to look back unsatisfied at my middle age & if i’m locked out of heaven then the devil i’m about in infiltrate
all the guilt that has been built like a house for real estate
god take me
everything i see now it goes all black
i don’t wanna be this id rather go back
lately this all i ask
i been running circles on this path
i been held down so much
everything seems to fall apart
as i gaze upon the stars
the only thing left is my heart
yeah
the only thing left is my heart
god take me
i was so tired
i was so drenched out stressed out
as the water flows above i don’t know what’s rest
but every dam day i always feel i try my best
i try to look inside but they say above my head is where he lies
tell me were they right? cause all the fkn time, i fail to realize, who i really am n
sitting straight back but i’m lookin for a prize
look me in my eyes
why we started fights and riots
hard to be a little quiet
when your in the head of everybody tryna hide it but it never goes to plan to
leave it in the dark n pullin out the word that you just gotta go ahead and try it
and it’s hard to take it all for granted when you fill your head with many mansions cause you feel that is a passion
end up being scared cause everyone is laughing so you give all away so lemme ask this?
how you gonna fill it?
how you gonna fill the dreams man they say it’s easy but it’s not easy
or maybe i’m just crazy
thinking on the lately
tryna get it out the way so you can finally see me
but when will that day be?
man i don’t know
i been pinched on my nerves
feel a little stiff when i’m kicked to the curve
but i’ve been holding words
i been tired of the first
things that i do when i wake up in the morning
you think i’m really corny?
i been kinda hungry
feeding on my thoughts and now they think it’s funny
why you think it’s funny?
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