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i never thought - cathartic lyrics

verse 1:
she was the type of girl cool guys wouldn’t go for
but if i had a chance to make a move, i’m not sure
how she would react if i introduced myself
she seemed very lonely, talked to no one else
didn’t fit in with her friends so i became her only
she was powerful, mysterious yet quiet and lonely
we spoke often and she never left my mind
and i loved the fact she enjoyed watching me rhyme
we became close hanging out a lot
she had never drunk; she had never smoked pot
me on the other was considered a s-x pest
she saw past the rumours and got to know my best
my closest friends saw my positive difference
my parent’s relationship grew stronger amongst this
a lover not a fighter is who i came to be
she was the women i wished i would marry
she was different intelligent, covered in beauty
she enjoyed my company, best thing that happened to me
i saw her, for who she was
not just a good looking girl in the club
my insides were burning and churning
it was an experience in love i was still learning
s-x was never on my conscious
although i was attracted it was far beyond this
spiritual love we were inseparable
when were apart, it was sadder than a burial
its 2017 so we text all the time
when her name pops up it makes my phone shine
i took her on the boat i showed her songs and movies
her footprint made a difference 1 year since i was drinking tooheys
loosely i was losing my mind going insane
can’t concentrate with her name stuck in my brain

chorus:
i never thought that my life could be this way
until i put my trust in you
i never thought that my heart could ever be changed
but it happened and i’m so glad that it did

verse 2:
she brought me to climax without physical connection
conversating spiritually with emotional tensions
pretending we weren’t deeply in love
my phone calls carried vibes like the zodiac dove
so stuck, dreams keeping me lost
what will the future hold for us?
plus, i was getting sick, heart throbbing
thoughts filling my brain, non stopping
gone shopping, treating her with gifts
and on the 47th minute we would make a wish
she changed me for the better but her for the worse
felt like a never ending fictional curse
she doesn’t love me like i do her
we agreed on time apart it was a blur
the separation is real
depressed is how i feel
weeks going by, as if they were days
spending time with other women to get her off my mind
still felt alone with company consuming me time
i checked her account to see how she was doing
but photos filled my feed of ghosts and demons
so confused i said how can this happen
planned a visit, presents i’m wrapping
flowers in my hand i knocked on the door
checked the time 47 p-ssed 4
coincidence or fate i said h-llo
her mother told me come in, i walked with a slow tempo
walked down the hallway into the lounge room
table full of candles and rip but for who?
then i saw a photo of my girl before tattoos
her birthday next to her death day but who knew

chorus:
i never thought that my life could be this way
until i put my trust in you
i never thought that my heart could ever be changed
but it happened and i’m so glad that it did

verse 3:
i asked her mum what happened, voice shaking
heart racing, she sat me down and started saying
her daughter turned cold, the day that i left
overdose it what eventually caused her death
surprised and shocked i buried my head in my hands
wondering why i didn’t tell her i loved her dam
held back the tears like breaking up a fight
that night in my dreams i watched her die no light
regret and other feelings drenched my soul
her mother said she got hooked on drugs dancing on the pole
so the message and lesson that i want to send
is love your girl and don’t ever pretend
you don’t love her when inside you do
so if she’s next to you now, say i love you
no one is promised tomorrow
so clean up your life drugs only lead to sorrow
chorus:
i never thought that my heart could ever be changed
but it happened and i’m so glad that it did

- cathartic lyrics

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