self reflection thesis - candy coup lyrics
[verse]
i reminisce on cannabis rewinding time to genesis
addicted to the fantasies escaping from the black abyss
my fuel photosynthesis i’d die if this the end of us
sleep been my nemesis by night become an *n*lyst
maybe i’m just hurt and broken romeo forever coping
closed book i’m never open fainting on my thoughts choking
dizzy motion, overdose on potent potions
maybe i provoke emotions, that slow and cause indulgence
way too easily my sense of reason cease to be
and suddenly no stimulations get to pleasing me
increased release of anger, flashbacks like i’m vietnamese
next moment i’m just smiling like i seen the least
a piece of me just hopes i can keep myself distracted
it’s scary the trajectory projections say i’m headed
the angel in my heart died because i never fed it
my thoughts way too heavy so i’m never light treaded
instrumentals fundamental to this mentally unstable
piece of work mood sentimental when i work her on the table
but not gentle not a gentleman like geto boys i’m prayin
my childish like behavior ain’t gone be forever staying
that relieve my stress, but see i’ll prolly reassess
heat the tree i seem obsessed on me being a mess
old thoughts new boo, maybe it’s for the best
we used to play with all these women we was lords with the finesse
impediments turn settlements that’s how to build relationships
i’m hesistant to drop the mask, face it need some maintenance
cracks and tears is evidence my dreamstate i’m faking it
every time i try to reach i always end up breaking it
it’s a daily struggle conversating with my myself
when the hatred and illusions stay inside and never quell
it’s a daily struggle conversating with myself
when you start to realise you cannot sense the things you felt
flip packs flip rhytms still i never flip the mental
sometimes too cloudy to recognize my credentials
hole inside my chest this a cavity no dental
flossing with the rollie just to hide what you resemble
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