the truth - calum dewey lyrics
i’ve held this in for too long
i feel like everything i do is wrong
i doubt i could make a good song
i feel like a disgrace to my family
i guess rap was just a fantasy
i always had confidence in myself
believed i would have a grammy on my shelf
now that confidence has been shattered
my true self has been battered
some words cut deeper than a knife
people telling me to go get a life
do something that matters they say
there’s no way
i wouldn’t quit rap if you paid me
i’ve criticised pеople
some of my words could have been lеthal
now i’m being truthful
here you can feel all my pain
you can meet my demons
my life is filled with rain
why am i still here,reasons
dear family
i hope you forgive me
i feel as useful as a dead tree
you mean everything to me
i love you all with all my heart
my heart filled like a jam tart
i would do anything to help you
that is true
people want to know the reason i wanted to rap
i’ve made that obvious
i’m fed up with this cr*p
i’m going to come out victorious
by the end i’ll be glorious
people saying i’ll never make it because i was suffering from writer’s block
i’ll break your skull with my lyrical rock
here you can feel all my pain
you can meet my demons
my life is filled with rain
why am i still here,reasons
now i’m starting to get noticed
people that used to bully me are trying to befriend me
why are you trying to be my friend now but you weren’t during my school days
it seems sus
people giving me disrespect because i cuss
like eminem said i can’t tell you what it really is, i can only tell you what it feels like
if you don’t believe me go take a hike
i feel like a mistake
i feel unwanted
i feel like i should put a barrel to my brain and blast it
everyday i feel like i should die
i feel pain everywhere that has nothing to do with bruises
i have scars permanently decorating my skin like a tattoo
i know i didn’t rhyme i’m just telling people everything
i can’t trust people i don’t wanna be hurt anymore
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