"fear." - caleb carter music lyrics
i never open up about my anxiety
try to keep it hid from all society
it’s suffocating and taking up all of my thoughts
it seems at night the anxiety’s worse
like am i here or inside of a he-rs-
am i here or inside of a curse
cause imma tell you this stuff hurts
i’ve never really talked about
what my anxiety is all about
but imma tell y’all now
how this all plays out
it started as a young kid
i remember
panic attacks
running through house everything’s going black
i was 7 at the time and i still see it clearly
all the thoughts in my head that were scary
i never ever wanted to feel that again
fear came back again and that’s what scares me
okay, imma drop it now
here’s the root of the curse
i know its immature
but its stuck with me and brought me to my knees
when i think i escaped it brought me in again
okay the thing that i’m scared about
is death and heaven
there i said it
as a christian, i know i shouldn’t fear these things
but it’s locked me in and my minds not free
its locked me in my eyes can’t see
you’ve held me down
let go of me
because of you
i’ve lived my life in fear
panic attacks
stay home and relax
i was fearful of fear
fearful of attacks in cl-ss
i’m putting my trust you
that’s all i can do
god is who i’m running to
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