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faith, pt. 1 - c2b lyrics

[verse]
he walked into the room without a homie in his heart
he made it clear up in his mind their wouldn’t be another start
and then he stepped in, looked around as sweat dripped from his brow
he was done with this whole life and was askin’ himself how would he do it
would he slit his wrist or od on the pills
would he od on cocaine through that hundred dollar bill
that’s not an option, he’s broke and he has no cash for blow
but he knew up in his mind he was gonna do it though
he’s suicidal fourteen and has no place to be
and he has no one he can call so lets backtrack and then we’ll see
how he got up to this point where he doesn’t have an option
suicide is on his mind his heart will soon be stoppin’
and this didn’t come from nowhere this is not a random bit
now it’s time to hear the story of why his wrist will be slit
this is benji a fourteen year old straight kid from the block
and he’s askin’ will he do it with a knife pills or a glock

[verse]
addict father, meth head mother and a bro who didn’t care
he used to have a grandpa with him and he was always right there
to converse and give advice and offer some sort of solution
while his mom was snortin’ speed, and his dad was always usin’
but he died cancer stole him and now benji was alone
and when dad came home from work he never threw this dog a bone
he just beat ’em, ben would walk to school with a black eye
and when the teacher asked whats wrong he’d always come up with a lie
cause dad would beat and mom would put a cig out on his forehead and
he’d go to school and think “if i’m alive i’m awful morbid”
cause they’d shove him into lockers call him names until he cried
had no clue he was abused and his only love had died
all these people sayin benji was no more than coward boy
have no clue what he goes home to he ain’t ever had no toy
had no life had no family no one ever bats an eye
so benji had a plot that’d he’d be gone right after nine

[verse]
he popped an oxi popped another til the whole bottle was gone
slit his wrist, and made a noose from a belt he wasn’t fond
of this life, this was it, it was time to end it all
then he felt a smooth vibration and he heard his mother call
but it was too late, it’s over and theres not a sorry now
he tied a belt onto fan and he said to himself wow
this is it, it’s all over this is what i truly asked for
when morning comes they’ll be just oh so sorry evermore
dog is barkin’ dad is screamin’ and they didn’t have a clue
their youngest son at fourteen their life was nearly through
they never loved him, to them just a thing their s’posed to raise
and never cared enough to check and now its over time has shaved
if they cared he’d be alive now his heart is racing quickly
as he goes to k!ll himself he knows his life is endin’ swiftly
he wrote his note signed benji died on spot and he’s so missed
and the note he wrote for all us and it went somethin’ like this

- c2b lyrics

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