heaven - bxxzus lyrics
[chorus]
i think i see heaven
i think that my time is due
’cause all this got me stressin’
it’s getting harder to pull through
i think i see heaven
and i don’t wanna look back now
’cause ain’t no point in stressin’
if my dreams don’t ever work out
[verse 1 ]
aye
this is the mind of a young philosopher
somewhat a conquerer
dripped in mufasa’s fur
hiding emotions just trying to not suffer
so much disconnect, turns out i got tougher
i didn’t want it to be this way
so many friends i don’t know where they be today
it’s so much dark on my mind i can’t see the day
i lost my spark but it’s fine, it’ll beam someday
i was 16 when i wanted to give up on life
i was facing some demons i thought i could fight
but i ain’t had no weapon, they pulled up with knives
so they cut me to pieces and told me “goodbye”
i cried from how much i was stressing
thinking if i make it, it’s surely a blessing
but for some moments i was second guessing
thinking it was my time to see heaven ’cause
[chorus]
i think i see heaven
yeah
i think that my time is due
’cause all this got me stressin’
it’s getting harder to pull through
i think i see heaven
and i don’t wanna look back now
’cause ain’t no point in stressin’
if my dreams don’t ever work out
[verse 2]
you don’t see the true me on the day to day
you only see the cool me that my outside portrays
it’s layers to this sh*t and i could talk for days
about the scary thoughts that i’m tryna run away, from
but i’m numb
to most of my emotions
i got used to drowning them away by taking all these potions
at least i thought they were drowning but truly i had no notion
that it wasn’t so easy, turns out they really be floating
i’m a kid with big dreams and equally big fears
i was scared of making this if i’m being sincere
but the thought of having other jobs don’t sit right with me
and if these songs ever make it far than i was right it seems
i think i see heaven
but i don’t, wanna see it yet
i’m drowning in melodies and regret
so many entities in my head
controlling my energy and my sweat
while i’m tryna make a masterpiece before i’m dead
hope the angels answer me when i’m there
is there eternal peace when you’re dead?
i feel like i could be one of the greatest, i swear that my talent is super
but i can’t tell the difference between enjoying my youth or ruining my future
i was so lost, i did everything wrong and not once did i stop to listen
that most of the mistakes i made were caused by what i would put in my system
[chorus]
i think i see heaven
i think that my time is due
’cause all this got me stressin’
it’s getting harder to pull through
i think i see heaven
and i don’t wanna look back now
’cause ain’t no point in stressin’
if my dreams don’t ever work out
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