trauma - brinkworth aka double e lyrics
i wake up everyday with a feeling
like i should better myself
stone cold and alone with no heating
god d-mn i’m depressing myself
lead up in bed under pressure n stressed
need to get up get dressed keep telling myself
that today is the day that i change
as i roll a phat zoot tho’ they said it don’t help
but you gotta have something
so i smoke in the hope i can cope as it takes
off the edge
always stressed about something
real talk many times stood close to the ledge
but i feel like there’s gotta be something
but i don’t know what it is yet
i don’t know what to fix
got so much to give
but i really don’t know what it is yet
and so i plod along on my way
head down no sense of direction
i don’t watch a word that they say
more time i can clock their intentions
none of it nice bore the brunt of it twice
lord knows i’m not looking for no gain or attention
i just wanna be at peace in my mind
get some sleep when i try
and not cry when it’s mentioned
so i’ve started off this new year
headstrong new sense of direction
forget friends don’t need them
look i forced my own intervention
show no offence i’m alone as i vent
in my zone on my bed building flows in my head
thinking i have never really given close to my best
ghost like , now i feel i’ve rose from the dead
i’m an artist that’s always been known for my depth
if i told you everything that goes through my head
i’d be locked up stocked up a soldier or dead
cuz well you could say that i’m different
my mood changed in an instant
wisdom is often what we gain if we list
noone wants to get involved until they see
you get in tho
some will try to step on toes or see you as a
stepping stone
i won’t let em won’t fold under pressure won’t show no
mercy to those who won’t let me grow
so
well i better go
better take the leap that i said i’d go
from everything they told me that i couldn’t do i
done the things i shouldn’t do but yet somehow i
got to where i wanna go
so
well i guess that it means i just need to believe
cuz the reason i breath is to seek my release through
the speakers i need to be free cuz i feel like
i wake up everyday with a chest full of pain and
a head full of trauma
but i dont wanna wake that way no more
its bout time that i try to make more of
the chances i get to advance from this mess
from a living fulla misery , dancing with death
to a place where everyday were thankful and blessed
cuz we just dont know how many chances are left
im just dont know how many chances we get
cuz it ain’t like i get the same chance as the rest
so its ignorant if i dont take the chances i get
i dont wanna risk the chance of regret
i see this as my chance to forget
let go move on
i feel its time to progress
took a whole year but now im finally set
to rise up and achieve all i said
and believe me im next to be seen as a threat
you’re guaranteed to hear me skipping over
beats with the best
im ibrahimovic with lyrics
i’m a beast and a vet
you ain’t seen nothing yet
i wake up everyday with a chest full of pain and
a head full of trauma
trauma trauma trauma
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