an introduction - brinkworth aka double e lyrics
[introduction]
welcome to my world ……come and take a look inside of it
open up your minds for a moment …this a moment you won’t like to miss
insights a gift, you’ll find within the darkness you’re residing in
the slightest glint of lights enough to find enough to fight again
to find enough to rise again
at night, you’ll find me vibeing ‘til i find enough to write again
i try to vent my feelings, keep no secrets, put my life in text
‘cuz if i don’t describe the things inside my head then i’d be dead
i know it’s sad to say it, but know i have to say it
many times, i wished that i could die, so i don’t have to take this
weight up on my shoulders way too much to bare
not sleeping and not eating right, lethargic, and know it takes too much to care
see life ain’t fair, that’s not a myth
its full of shattered dreams and broken promises
and i’m telling you know ‘cuz you’re gonna live something way worse i can promise this
you can count on one hand all the man you will meet in your life that will now what honest is
and to be honest, i’ve been on this on my own grind
by now, i should have been accomplished in my own right
but it’s hard to get a piece out here, when you cannot find the solace in your own mind
so, i had to make this promise on my own, i
fought for the cause walked this course in my own time
’05 road 2 improvement, reached the conclusion
you can never finish what you’ve started if you slow out here
, cuz everybody tryna fly, so if you listen to my lyrics you will find
that i can make a difference, i’m so different that i find
so, ok now, before that i jump, i got a question
tell me are you down for the cause
will you really be around to support
are you really gonna pick me from the ground if i fall
if you calling it love, i got a question
if i tell you that i’m out to record, and you ring me and i’m really not around for the call
will you think that i’m just busy or be out of the door?
see i found out before, that no matter how deep you’re in love you can lose it
let me tell you that the key is the trust
and no matter how you feel you just can’t get it back if you abuse it
no matter the excuses, no matter what they do if
you think that i’m telling you a lie then look into my eyes
and i can guarantee that you will see exactly what the truth is
lord knows that i do this and i ain’t gotta prove sh-t
by myself i’ve been doing this a long time
long nights battling my demons that har-ss me as i’m sleeping, it’s no wonder i can never say im
on time
they say you gotta have a strong mind, well that’s something i struggle with
you see they know about brinkworth, but they ain’t got a clue what double did
they don’t know a thing about that
what they talk in their bars, know i been about that
what you know about keys in the freezer, a week and you need more
it’s cold but i’ve been about that
i done walked ‘cross the coals of the fire, so close to the wire
4 years i was living like that
shouldn’t be living like that, but the position i’m at
right now, i could bring it right back
i’ve been so low down on my knees, in myself i couldn’t show no belief
seen things that my eyes wish that i’d never seen
and those images so vivid in my mind i can see
that no matter how hard that i find this to be
this the moment i’ve been waiting all this time just to see
so, i rise to my feet, breathe…
take strength from the times i was weak
because its hard out here
when everybody tryna fly
so, if you listen to my lyrics you will find
that, i can make a difference, i’m so different that i find
that i’m standing on my own out here
so, close to the edge i can see my fate
i take a deep breath as i breach the tape
lord knows this a leap that i need to take
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