my true self (stupid, a mess, etc.) - brianna carmel lyrics
[verse]
have you ever felt stupid?
like you couldn’t solve 2 + 2?
except 4 is the final destination
and the steps to solve the equation are tasks like
changing your clothes and remembering to clean your room
i’m coming unglued
’cause amphetamines only go so far
they don’t change your perception or who you are
so decapitate me, put my brain in a jar
and tell me how i managed to make it this far
[chorus]
don’t know what i’m doing right
let alone what i’m doing wrong
so what do i do now?
should i have even writtеn this song?
and i know, i confess
that on these pills, i’m at my bеst
my true self is a mess
i hope that doesn’t make you like me less
[outro]
i’m still learning how
to pick myself up off the ground
and they say it gets better
but i’m anxious
’cause i don’t know how to thrive
and i am twenty*f*cking*five
i still don’t have these amphetamines
dosed quite right
i’m scared of what comes down the line
it’s keeping me up at night
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