hehimimyself - braveman30 lyrics
[verse 1]
not gonna lie i’m losing myself
getting really f*cking tired of playing someone else
don’t wanna act like this
but it’s too late now to quit
i guess i really should’ve listened to him huh
emotions are too hard to control
always changing my characters roles
just crazy how much i have grown
dying inside and feeling unknown
he always gives the best advice
while also being very concise
he makes my life a living h*ll
but he helped me up when i fell
and he’s always been the grеatest
he is the rеason i’m at my lowest
i see myself as so perfect
he sees me as so worthless
trying to contain all of my friendships
but there’s already been replacements
he’s why i need help
aw sh*t wait i’m talking about hehimimyself
[verse 2]
i could just try be normal
but years of damage can’t make me formal
i mean i’m getting mad at me
because i see those parts as different identities
and people think it’s a joke
why wouldn’t they look at yourself
you love me as i love him as i do like for himself
i’m going a downward spiral
in a cycle of denial
why am i my own rival
i wanna go viral and he’s suicidal
“consider getting therapy”
that costs money so that’s a no from me
and i don’t know how to quite explain it
but i kind of like it split
they ask about my abstract mentality
don’t even need to worry
sometimes i’m just a different personality
funny how i cope with my crazy insanity
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