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welcome to my life - brandon nivens lyrics

listen to me
no really like listen to me
i am speaking for myself but there are people that are speaking through me
some people will know me other people won’t
some want me to succeed other people don’t
i could probably point them all out if it came down to it
for me it’s life or death if i get the shot i’m shooting
and speaking about death i know people wish it on me
man that sh-t is deep way deeper than 6 feet
deeper than any bar i said on take what you need
lately i been losing my mind
it’s just a matter of time
before i bend and break
and diss everyone in a line
i don’t really get plays
i don’t really get praise
i really don’t see any attention coming my way
i know they say it takes time but i am running out of minutes
and lately i have been pushing myself to the limits
i really don’t think you get it
anything i ever said motherf-cker yeah i live it

(chorus)
anything i ever said motherf-cker yeah i live it
i ain’t quitting
this is my life
i’ve been grinding it away every day and night
i’m going all in i ain’t afraid to fight
i ain’t never been scared of the limelight
this is my mind
welcome to my life

i am living for those who could no longer be here
got a vision for the people who could no longer see clear
got a voice for the people who don’t speak cause of fear
i mean the only thing i fear is the man in the mirror
because when i look in it what i see is stone cold
i do not see the reflection of a 20-year-old
i see a man way mature than anyone makes him out to be
i see myself chasing my dreams although everybody is doubting me
i’m just confused because i’m trying to do good
i’m trying to help people the same way that
you would
the only difference you can see is i do it a little differently
i do it through the music from the heart that’s how it’s meant for me
and i understand if you dont get it now
but in time i am sure that you will come around
then you can see that the message is positive
and finally understand that i have a lot to give

i know that things are not how they seem now
i’m not depressed i say it but i’m in denial
i can’t escape this dark room i see now
my demons yelling you better get up and leave now
get off the floor before we give you a beat down
i try to run but i cannot feel my knees how
i see the light i’m going to it as i bleed out
just as i make i can’t help but to reach out

i need a hand cause really i feel stuck
between giving up and not giving any f-cks
i thought about going after everybody else
but the person i needed to go after was myself
i’m a ticking time bomb and my timers on a minute
anything i ever said motherf-cker yeah i live it
tell me do you see all the pain in my eyes
most people don’t it’s hidden in my disguise
i swear every single day it feels like i am paralyzed
they say they f-ck with the vision i know that it’s all lies
i know they’re tryna play me
most people hate me
it’s gotta be true cause my demons say it daily
somebody help me i’m falling back down
into a place that – i cannot get out
i fear that i’ll never see daylight again
depression is consuming me
i’m scared that this is
the beginning of the end
this is a long tunnel with no light guiding the way
it’s all up to me – to tell myself it’s okay
my heart is heavy – my soul is weak there’s not much more to say
i’ve never been one to go and lie down flat
but this a fight i can’t win
i guess i’ll leave you with that

i know that things are not how they seem now
i’m not depressed i say it but i’m in denial
i can’t escape this dark room i see now
my demons yelling you better get up and leave now
get off the floor before we give you a beat down
i’m stuck i finally gave up
i’m too weak there’s no way i could get up
this is it the beginning of the end
remember me when you say my name again

- brandon nivens lyrics

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