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dealing drugs to children - bnjii lyrics

[verse 1]

it isn’t so bright in visible light
princ*p*ls might start vincible fights
i’m mikel deans at the start of the year
glory to god, let’s crack another beer
lazy writing and crazy sh*te in
every edition of simulated fighting
tryna make a song where i don’t sound like
henry white with a sh*tty mic in
i’m confused mentally all the time
am i really that sad if i bottle it inside?
is depression within and my smile can’t cry?
or am i a pattern in a long list of lines?
and so when i get to school i see my favourite people
my friends tear me apart make me feel like i’m еvil
for enjoying other company and being so feeblе
expose my wounds to death ’cause i’m afraid of the needle
[chorus]
it’s not hard to understand why you’re not liked
all those lies you tell and put on your mum’s life
and your dad’s life too, it’s like you want to k!ll them
when you’re dealing drugs make sure it’s not to children
dealing drugs
dealing drugs

[verse 2]
i think my veins rearranged in my right arm
it feels pretty weird but it’s weirder i’m calm
cos usually when there’s change in my brain
my mind shuts down and panics in pain
i’ve been dealing with it since eleven
the reason i stopped my belief in heaven
it’s visual p*ssing cos the care i’ve been given
but i’m just so worried that something might happen to seren (my 8yo sister)
inevitability and murphy’s law
my heart just stops and my mind bleeds raw
novacane everywhere i’m numb and sore
as if it’s struck through the crust and just gone to my core
and people think it’s my heart that’s mush
broken by a girl who’s high on kush
told i’m a d*ck for saying my feelings
who else but me to get pr*cked by a bush
to be fair i can never look at ertan the same
nor gel or fingers or whatever i can blame
it’s not that i’m hurt it’s more about shame
my ego’s the last to complain
therapised until my heart melts
f*ck henry whitfield i’ll write about mental health
so others might benefit i’ll give them help
cos my family’s reaction keeps me from hurting myself
[outro]
dealing
dealing
f*ck everyone else, i’m being myself (dealing)
f*ck everyone else, i’m being myself
f*ck everyone else, i’m being myself (dealing)
f*ck everyone else, i’m being myself

- bnjii lyrics

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