dead weight - blvckchvrch lyrics
[chorus]
i wake up dead inside i felt the same way yesterday
i’ll find a light to lead me to the right change
every morning wake up more defeated than the last day
losing hope and patience in this battle the pain won’t go away
[verse 1]
i can’t look you in the face and tell you how i’m giving up
f*ck me up
run away from truth by getting black out drunk
what the f*ck
i try my hardest just to move along
the weight inside my chest feels like i can’t keep going on
and when i’m gone you gotta remember
what i told you in that song that i wrotе back in december
my mеmory will fade if you stay strong
i think i know my fate but i hope i’m wrong
every night i dream way back to 2016
suicide boys, x, ghoste, bumping with some lil peep
lil jeep in my ear with some big dreams
but the worst pain of all’s when its out your f*cking reach
and f*cking breathe
[interlude]
if it didn’t work once try again
if it didn’t work twice try again
give up on plan b and go back to plan a
questioning choices, i think i made a mistake
questioning who i surround myself with to this day
thinking about the time i’ve wasted on the times i wait
on some excess that i don’t need
dead weight
on my own
got no home
got a fresh slate
[verse 2]
living my life all alone f*ck all you f*ckers
i’m alive but i feel like a dead motherf*cker
imma ghost who i know then disappear
out this world let go of all of my fears
i know (i know)
i’m on another road
but plan a didn’t work back in 2015
so why the f*ck do i think it’ll work this week
[chorus]
i wake up dead inside i felt the same way yesterday
i’ll find a light to lead me to the right change
every morning wake up more defeated than the last day
losing hope and patience in this battle the pain won’t go away
[outro]
i can’t lie to you
i’m uncertain of the future and our times they flew
whether i’m here or not i hope you find that happiness
i’m sorry that i never open up
with you its bliss but bliss is something that i miss
feeling it on my own is something that i strive for
given up today: no i got something i’ll live for
to the ones i love just know that i am sorry
i know my reason will soon fade and i’ll be gone by tomorrow
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