idk if i'm a boy - blue foster lyrics
[verse 1]
i don’t know if i’m a boy
i don’t know if i’m a man
i know i wanna be called pretty
but i don’t know if i want titties
i guess i could say gender non*conforming
but i’ve done really well conforming
and non*binary doesn’t have the ring i’ve been looking for
i am jake and i am foster
i am something in the middle
but i’m fine with these names that i’ve been given
[chorus]
i don’t know if i’m a reject
i don’t know if i’m a loser
but i know that i’ve been feelin’
feminine since i was t**thin’ (maybe not even that early)
i don’t know if i can rock it
i don’t think my ass is poppin’
but i know that i’ve been breathin’
different when i’m wеaring make*up
[verse 2]
maybe then nеver mind
i was gonna undercut all of my feeling with stupid lines about musical theatre
that’s not what i’m here for
i have a tendency for irony, you see
those stupid words served to protect me
but i cannot figure out these stupid words
i don’t know if i like he or her
i remember wearing my mom’s high heels
and these pink work*out sweatpants
yeah, i was a little kid
who didn’t know how to hide it
i remember hating all my clothes
and seeing pretty girls with pretty clothes
and i was envious
how can i be one of those?
[chorus]
i don’t know if i’m a reject
i don’t know if i’m a loser
but i know that i’ve been feelin’
feminine since i was t**thin’
i don’t know if i can rock it
i don’t think my ass is poppin’
but i know that i’ve been breathin’
different when i’m wearing make*up
[bridge]
and i told myself, “lose a little weight
and you can wear anything you want”
and i tried to wait until i lost enough
but it never felt like it came
and i told myself “lose a little weight
you can dress in women’s clothes”
and i gained some weight, then i told myself
f*ck this, i am writing a song
[chorus]
now i know that i’m a reject
my own special kind of loser
but i know that i’ve been feelin’
feminine since i was breathin’
i’m not sure if i can rock it
but i’m sure my ass is poppin’
but i know that i’ve been breathin’
different since i got this feelin’
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