untitled improvisation #16 (the worst version of me) - bloomyx lyrics
[verse 1]
i breathe integrity
resplendent energy
motivate magically
i’m a tiny cynical flea
dont say i didn’t warn
the foulest beast is a woman scorned
my skin is old and torn
my sharp t**th long for more
now dont fool me into thinking i wrote contracts too cryptic
you know what you signed up for, don’t dare blame this on my tricks
[verse 2]
when you came back to me the third time
i could feel my chest just burst
you’re the age old fermented wine
i’m the goblin with a thirst
i need the salvation of all thats holy in one girl
i feel pure nihilism in my newly done cut up curls
i wanna cut everything about me
with a stale old kitchen knife
ill be the girl i faked into here
in some less f*cked up short life
[verse 3]
i bathe in blood
scrub it off
til im clean again
i wanna die and
die and die
and die and die again
i wanna stab all my haters
and my dearest friends
i wanna kiss you while i hold your shaking wilting hand
love
(everyday i sound more like an assh0l*)
(but also i am an assh0l*)
(so can u really blame me?)
(yes actually)
[verse 4]
the worms inside me grow hungrier each day i starve
if they decay ill just hang myself with ur white scarf
you know which one, its the one i accidentally bled on
and you were like “oh no its fine haha u can keep it”
am i disturbing or unnerving or pretentious as f*ck?
were all those needles in me desperate measures or just good luck?
im a violet, i’m a birch tree im a farmers old truck
when i burn down, tell the town their uplifting attempts sucked
pick my rose that i’ve kept, giggle cause you’re a c*nt
when i’m with you is the only time i know the word fun
when i’m with you all i wanna do is eat a d*mn gun
when i’m with you i feel so distressed i always wanna run
[outro]
run
run
run
run
run
run
run
run
run
run
run
run
run
run
run
run
run
run
i know now that my fate wasn’t set in stone
if i can bend it, i can waste it ’til i’m dirt and bones
unhealthy, not too happy, but i cannot do much more
if i make it to thirty, i’ll become a cheap ass wh0re
(i know now that my fate wasn’t set in stone)
(if i can bend it, i can waste it ’til i’m dirt and bones)
(unhealthy, not too happy, but i cannot do much more)
(if i make it to thirty, i’ll become a cheap ass wh0re)
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