worst of the worstest - blood girl lyrics
staying up until 4 in the morning
breaking my skull on my bed slash coffin
biting my nails till they grow out crooked
tried to stop once but i just couldn’t
skin picking is my favourite past time
eating my body till theres nothing left i
did everything wrong and tried to correct it
that in itself is the worst thing i did i am
playing guitar and expecting a sign that
instead of a corpse i am really alive cus i
feel like im dead everyday of the week
chewing tobacco till im numb in the cheeks
i am doing my best but at best its mediocre
every card that i draw is a joker
either way this is not what i payed for
all of this pain just to turn out a loser?
can’t i at least win a couple of matches?
ill never heal if i always need patches
all of my skin is just scratches on scratches
every surface is bandaids and bandages
pouring bleach onto every surface
every infection is making me nervous
it seems like i’ve lost every sense of purpose
and i keep expecting the worst of the worst
breaking the habit is not worth the trouble
i would bottle it up but i dont have a bottle
instead i sleep and im breaking a record
napping until my eyesight is checkered
im sorry im dirty i am covered in sewage
hit rock bottom again which is kinda routine now
been crawling around down there looking for my brain
a light at the end of these sh*t covered drains
i finally did, i k!lled myself
but i promise, i promise it was in self defense
the me thats deciding where my life is going
is tryna sabotage me, i swear i just know it
i suck at surviving, my life is a mess now
who let me steer the wheel, who can i blame for how
everything has just fallen apart who
in the world thought that that was a smart move
can’t i at least win a couple of matches?
ill never heal if i always need patches
all of my skin is just scratches on scratches
every surface is bandaids and bandages
pouring bleach onto every surface
every infection is making me nervous
it seems like i’ve lost every sense of purpose
and i keep expecting the worst of the worstestestestest
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