thinking, always thinking - blood girl lyrics
dont want bandaids or the pills
just an all*inclusive cure
something i can eat for breakfast
that will make me always sure
not doubting everything
about everyone
about something dumb that i should’ve done
maybe thinking less is the cure i want
but its always all that i have become
thinking, always thinking
wished for a switch*off b*tton to my brain
wished for hypnosis
wished for death
always wished more or less
but all i am is what i am not
never happy or good enough
i want the good things
the things i cannot have
what the sickness chose that i should never gеt
f*ck this brain
f*ck f*ckworld but i live here
in this prison of tеrminal illness nightmare
oh im a cliché of myself
but i keep on writing whether you want me to or not
cus its the only thing that i’ve got
its the only thing that i’ve got
will you take what i give even if its pure toxic?
i promised to be better while i kept on cutting
and i kept on isolating myself even tho i knew it hurt you
and i see my mother in the mirror and it f*cks me up
cus im not what i want or what anyone wants
cus im not what i want or what anyone wants
im not what i want or what anyone wants
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