
syrup on pancakes - blood girl lyrics
blood in water looks like syrup in tears, all my problems get smarter, after all they’re still with me after after all these years
showering forever. washing all the dirt from my hair and my body and my mind and my thoughts cause i am scared of the outcomes, so i never do anything anymore
dropped in the water and im such a lousy swimmer too. no one ever taught me so i had to be my own teacher and know me you, drowning isn’t funny, neither is abuse, so is understanding things that hurts to this day like drowning in waters or knowing that either way whatever i do my brain is a bomb, ticking and tocking like a threatening clock. knowing i’ve hurt once won’t go away. it continues to hurt to this very day
syrup on pancakes looks like blood on my thighs. spongebob bandaids and lots of asking why. boxcutter slitting and bad decisions like temporary relaxation that doesn’t really help anyways. so i go to other things to distract from feeling sh*t, like reaching out to people even though i barely do it. going from a womb to a tomb in a crazy short amount of time
is the stresfactor thats been tearing at me all my life
all the things i want to do, all the things i dont have time for , all the people i could be, but i only have one life so see ya sometime when im dead, ill be ghosty girl instead. feeling clean and being scar*free, being happy in the end
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