redemption denied - blood for blood lyrics
you know sometimes when i get up in the morning,
i don’t know if i can face another day
because sh-t’s been so f-cking hard for so f-cking long
and it don’t seem like sh-ts ever going to change.
sometimes it seems like the sh-t ain’t doin nothin’ but getting worse.
sometimes when i look in the mirror,
i really despise at what i see.
’cause pride
strength, honor, love and life they don’t seem to have a lot to do with me.
feels like something went wrong with me a long time ago,
something inside me way deep down died
and i can’t remember when,
i just don’t know where the f-ck i went wrong…
what’s life but a river of tears anyway, huh?
every day
each f-cking day i pray
i pray to a god that i know does not exist
for a way
some f-cking way
some day
for away to make my way through this world full of sh-t
every day
each f-cking day i pray
i pray to a god that i know does not exist
for a way
some f-cking way
some day
for a way to make my way through this world full of sh-t
i’ve got nothing left
i await for the angel of death
i’ve lost too many times too many times to count the pain is so great
let me tell you something, rock bottom is a sweet f-cking dream,
a myth made up by a liar who’s despair is a void you can slip into forever.
i’ve been as low as you can go
and i guess here at the bottom the only place you can go is up,
but everytime i get ahead everytime i start to get somewhere
it’s seems like someone or something knocks me the f-ck back down.
one step forward, two steps back.
i read somewhere “without hope, man is but an animal”
…i think i’ve lost hope
i’ve got nothing left
i await for the angel of death
i’ve lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great
i’m so f-ckin’ tired of being f-cked up all the time
but i can’t seem to do it any other way,
maybe i’m not as strong as you
but sometimes my f-cked up life brings me down
when i look around.
my life it didn’t make me hard,
it just hardened something deep down inside of me.
i think it was my humanity.
i want it back, i want to feel normal again, i wanna feel like a human.
i don’t wanna be like this no more,
i’m just looking for some shelter of salvation
or something to believe in or maybe just, just someone who cared.
i’ve got nothing left
i await for the angel of death
i’ve lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great
i never asked for life
i wish that at birth i had died
i tried to drown this hate
death will be the cure for all this pain
every day
each f-cking day i pray
i pray to a god that i know does not exist
for a way
some f-cking way
some day
for a way to make my way through this world full of sh-t
every day
each f-cking day i pray
i pray to a god that i know does not exist
for a way
some f-cking way
some day
for a way to make my way through this world full of sh-t
i’ve got nothing left
i await for the angel of death
i’ve lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great
i never asked for life
i wish that at birth i had died
i tried to drown this hate
death will be the cure for all this pain
every day
each f-cking day i pray
i pray to a god that i know does not exist
for a way
some f-cking way
some day
for a way to make my way through this world full of sh-t
every day
each f-cking day i pray
i pray to a god that i know does not exist
for a way
some f-cking way
some day
for a way to make my way through this world full of sh-t
i’ve got nothing left
i await for the angel of death
i’ve lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great
i never asked for life
i wish that at birth i had died
i tried to drown this hate
death will be the cure for all this pain
every day
each f-cking day i pray
i pray to a god that i know does not exist
for a way
some f-cking way
some day
for a way to make my way through this world full of sh-t
every day
each f-cking day i pray
i pray to a god that i know does not exist
for a way
some f-cking way
some day
for a way to make my way through this world full of sh-t
there’s no where to turn, everyone betrays you.
i can’t trust anyone and i’m so f-cking paranoid.
i’m always waiting for the fall, for the let down.
it’s just no way for sure.
i can’t remember when a day’s gone by
that i haven’t thought about taking myself out.
i know i ain’t sh-t and i know i ain’t ever be sh-t.
i’ve got no future but i think i can deal with it, i think i can live,
if i can just look at one person
and see them smile at me and know that they meant it.
every day
each f-cking day i pray
i pray to a god that i know does not exist
for a way
some f-cking way
some day
for a way to make my way through this world full of sh-t
every day
each f-cking day i pray
i pray to a god that i know does not exist
for a way
some f-cking way
some day
for a way to make my way through this world full of sh-t
every day
each f-cking day i pray
i pray to a god that i know does not exist
for a way
some f-cking way
some day
for a way to make my way through this world full of sh-t
every day
each f-cking day i pray
i pray to a god that i know does not exist
for a way
some f-cking way
some day
for a way to make my way through this world full of sh-t
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