i'm trying - blevex lyrics
(verse. 1)
i’m trynna be good
i know that i am
i’m sorry i don’t understand
need a talk i’m open don’t got any plans
i’m here just lay of the xan’s
i’m trying to do better
while i stay up at night
wonder what i could write
i know i should be doing better
i’m open and free
just give me time to be working on me
don’t ever be scared to be open for me
i’m here forever won’t ever leave
i hide all my pain so i don’t feel the hurt
i know i’m never in first
only at my worst
feel like im a curse
stuck in this verse
to many things i gotta rehe*rs*
i feel like i’m better but maybe i’m worse
(chorus)
i think i need an escape
to many thoughts everyday
just because they smile
doesn’t mean that they’re ok
just because they have someone
doesn’t mean they’re safe
doesn’t mean they’re safe
(verse. 2)
you can not joke about this
they say that your sick
mentally and physically hit
now they’re making you sit
giving you meds
doping you up
till your not in your head
now your dependent
relying on pills to make you feel like you again
destroying your brain
you think that your going insane
your losing it but not because of pain
you can’t find those pills now your sitting in shame
you feel like you need them
but the pills are deceiving
multiple pills at a time and it wouldn’t be me who is leaving
you don’t even care
i get it the past is traumatic
but you should stay here
we suffer a lot
we go through a lot
but even the simplest things you couldn’t bare
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