shame - blckk lyrics
[intro]
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[verse 1]
i can’t even organize my f*cking thoughts
i start to think and now my stomach sends these f*cking knots
is this the only life i’ll ever really know?
i’m f*cking drowning and it’s time to lease my own glow
i radiate a sickness and i hate it, uh
there’s a painting on my ligaments, i fade it, uh
watch the whole inside your world turn gray right in front of me
and maybe i should lace this sh*t, i take the f*cking ecstasy
i wouldn’t feel a thing but i can cancel out the pain that i’ve been living with and all of this anxiety
is trying to the best of it’s ability, drive me f*cking crazy, made me robbed me of my anxiеty
f*ck how i’m living
i can’t spend a day without loosing my sh*t
i keep disappointing the peoplе i love
i’ll never be anything more than a burden, yeah
and every time i write
i feel like i’m repeating all the same old lines
maybe it’s because i live life like this
i guess it never will change, all my heart’s just hate, yeah, uh
and yeah i took that breather
i wasn’t in a place where i could pick and f*cking choose
i was stuck, everyday, felt the godd*mn same
just, like it does now so who the f*ck do i blame?
uh, who the f*ck do i blame?
for all of my opinions only causing me shame
i’m bleeding on my carpet, i should stay on my lane
’cause i’m a piece of sh*t and that’s all they say about me
and d*mn straight, i’m not who i used to be
i had to change ’cause i was dying in my sleep
i gave in just to keep on living
underneath the f*cking liar of the son
[bridge]
i was dying in my sleep, yeah, what
yeah, i was dying in my sleep, ugh
yeah, i was dying in my sleep
yeah, staring at these polaroids
[chorus]
staring at these polaroids
lost myself inside a void
only purpose i can see
is “smoke the demons out of me”
staring at these polaroids
lost myself inside a void
only purpose i can see
is “smoke the demons out of me”
staring at these polaroids
lost myself inside a void
only purpose i can see
is “smoke the demons out of me”
staring at these polaroids
lost myself inside a void
only purpose i can see
is “smoke the demons out of me”
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