bite the bullet - blahzay roze lyrics
i met this six year old child with this blank pale emotionless face
[chorus: blahzay roze]
i am losing control and
i do not know who i am anymore
i am losing control and
i do not know how i am anymore
[verse 1]
my weakness its so consuming wanna shrink it, its so f-cking lonely
no mom, no dad n0body knows me
don’t know who i am my words unspoken
i’m fine i’m fine don’t f-cking worry
cut my neck so deep i bleed out fury
so red it seeps til my soul controlling
my brain is stuck while the screens still loading
tears drip down and they burn my cheeks
while everyone stares like i’m some f-cking freak
my head it speaks to itself at night
feels like the devil rose up and f-cking ate the light
her bear trap claws they hold on tight
got scars on my wrist from where she bites
her appet-te never satisfied
f-ck you book and your god i guess someone they lied
(what the f-ck is going on inside my head)
(what the f-ck is going on inside my head)
[chorus: blahzay roze]
i am losing control and
i do not know who i am anymore
[verse 2]
i’m worth nothing put a knife and done suffering
put a gun to my head i’m not stopping
you can’t stop me this life i live its exhausting
(?) full force i’m (?)
wicked clowns i’m rolling with the posse
real world don’t even know it lost me
this soul i rent is costly
secondhand brain damage i’m faulty
they don’t want me no matter where i go
not above the earth or six feet below
i walk alone, start to finish so much cocaine brain cells diminish
try to lock me up i’ll escape the clinic
this sickness runs deep in my blood heard a pop one time then a thud (thud)
suicide over mind like a drug (drug)
plant me deep in the ground like a rose (bud)
this mud is where i sleep
counting zombies in my sleep not sheep
getting dirt up off the ground cause its cheap
don’t wanna shower so i walk around the sink
(?) like the hindenburg blimp
just thinking this could be h-ll
stuck in a cycle how do i tell, i’m not well but thats nothing new
hung myself by a rope now i’m blue
and its itching my motherf-ckin’ throat
rosebuds
rosebuds
[chorus: blahzay roze]
i am losing control and
i do not know who i am anymore
i am losing control and
i do not know how i am anymore
how you doing today, blahzay
-pretty good
um well we called you here so we cold go over your contract
-alright
theres a couple stipulations in order for you to be signed with us and um some of those include uh seeing a therapist each week
-really?
and being on your anti-psychotic medication
-huh
now this is for your own safety as well as for everyone here
-yep
so we hope you understand
-i guess
[outro]
little bl–dy k!lla i’m a sicko psycho freak
sent a corpse to the other side when i’m strolling down your street
i come straight from the carnival (?) tied up on my feet
sneak into your house to a window leave you bl–dy on the sheets (tye dye)
my face is painted up
black tears slide across my face
i’m k!lling so many f-cking people
i’ll extinct the human race
there will only be one left and you see it will be me
sitting all alone just smiling, finally in peace
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