how ive been - bizzies lyrics
[chorus]
they’re always wonderin’ where i been
lately i struggle to pick up the pen
to write my thoughts out on the page
my feelings seem to be getting worse
you grab my hand, tell me i’m crazy
if i was crazy, would you understand?
how i’m dealing, this is what you’ve made me
can’t believe me, here we go again
all these feelings, how could you leave me
did you ever even, truly love me?
was it my head or the monster?
that writes the message, you’re meant to hear
all in my songs, playing along
so you’d never expect a thing
feelings so strong, nearing closer
to the end i’ve always feared
[verse]
i’m always fearing that you’d leave me
then you left me, once again
does it matter to you lately
what we once were, i guess it’s me
and my head when i am alone
’cause you won’t stay, what the f*ck
taking all this, but it won’t help
pills i throw up won’t mix well
with depression, voices i hear
telling me i should just give up
was that the first sign you never loved me
friends they tell me i need to stop
drinking all this, and it won’t fix
what’s in my head, f*ck i’m gone
since you asked me this how i’ve been
you’ll never get this again
[chorus]
they’re always wonderin’ where i been
lately i struggle to pick up the pen
to write my thoughts out on the page
my feelings seem to be getting worse
you grab my hand, tell me i’m crazy
if i was crazy, would you understand?
how i’m dealing, this is what you’ve made me
can’t believe me, here we go again
all these feelings, how could you leave me
did you ever even, truly love me?
was it my head or the monster?
that writes the message, you’re meant to hear
all in my songs, playing along
so you’d never expect a thing
feelings so strong, nearing closer
to the end i’ve always feared
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