she wonders - billythekidd386 lyrics
[hook: shiloh]
don’t wanna sweet talk
she wonders why i-
i don’t trust n-body
not even her (x2)
[verse 1: btk]
i’m overthinkin’, not sleepin’, too busy keepin’ secrets
the thought of trustin’ somebody is why i end up leavin’
i promise i can’t stick with a girl, i’m too busy leanin’
tryna numb all the past, but it’s constantly peakin’
i remember the weekend’s, remember sneakin’ out
laughin’ bout how our parents would never figure out
that we was leavin’ just so we could f-ck
talk about how life sucks
and how we’d wish we found our love
in something other than drugs
but soon enough i found out
that everything you told me was a bluff
you wasn’t with the cuffin’, you just wanted someone
to tug on when life got rough
now everytime i think about it
i blame it on trust
i never blame it on myself cause that was when it was a plus for me
now i’m leanin’, screamin’ f-ck love and then go dump a mean case
of dizzy so i can’t supplement these, emotions
i swear i’ll never lose focus from someone who made me broken
yeah
[hook: shiloh]
don’t wanna still try
she wonders why i
i don’t trust no body
not even her (x4)
[verse 2: btk]
for 7 years i’ve been cold, never stuck with a soul
for more than 3 months, then six i’ll be alone
and end up tryna work with another
after we f-ck and she try to cuddle and grab the covers
like we both feel one another but i slide left, don’t buy that
feelings? i don’t digest, i’ve had my feelings mixed
if you can’t see that, getcha eyes checked
i’m nothing but an army, i’m ornery, emotionless
hopin’ that someone notices, the reason i keep usin’ girls
is cause i’ll never love again
i’m duckin’ you if you just tryna be a friend
cause i’m with the f-ckin’, not tryna be a f-ck boy
but love means nothin’, not tryna use you or abuse you
not tryna choose you, not tryna lie and make you feel like
i’ve done voodoo, i’ma be honest so i don’t lose you
from you thinkin’ i’m just a heartless soul with no soul
who drinks and breaks hearts then breaks you off
well, wait, i’ve been that way from the start
ahahaha yeah
[hook: shiloh]
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