i'm depressed - big thoughts lyrics
mind of the rails softly inhales
no thrills honestly how do i build?
brain destroyed pain void
annoyed opening eyes?
good reason why? soul bleeding die!
is what i search for no urges bored
support absent hm.. pleasant
family first? got left in the dirt
try making moves whoo
parents do f*ck you grown up aren’t you?
true here’s the twist i’m under guardianship
yeah.. that changes everything got you wondering
why i
do the same they claim
to protect me really?
financial sk!ll lacks? perhaps
different route how about
positivity? maybe
in a few years he grows
here to tell you no they made it so
i stay a little boy go play with toys
we’ll keep you safe risks, steep hills? i don’t think so uh uh no way
chorus:
i go crazy fear imma lose it
lord help me through it
relaxing is done hand the bottle or a gun
on the run no longer
wish i was stronger
nothing anyone can say voices in my head don’t play
ay
thoughts can’t let them rest i’m honest i’m depressed
verse 2
i ain’t a heartless pr*ck spitting bars make parents flip admit
during teenage years seemed strange weird
didn’t give a f*ck that finger up no luck
not taken serious thus
creating a grudge
against society memories
constantly playing saying
partly see why i
i was weak didn’t speak
signs of progress zero so?
that what chained these events? yeah… makes sense
depends on how you see me
as a person disability a burden
how smart can he get mindset
important decision listen
that shapes creates the sp*ce
you grow up in choosing
grow, learn, evolve, power chase till the final hour
second option picked feel locked bout to flip
vision unable to change prisoned locked, tamed
chorus:
i go crazy fear imma lose it
lord help me through it
relaxing is done hand the bottle or a gun
on the run no longer
wish i was stronger
nothing anyone can say voices in my head don’t play
ay
thoughts can’t let them rest i’m honest i’m depressed
verse 3
save to say mind a mess gave it all tried my best
guess created own doom hey hear that? soon
ticking of the clock fades pray?
leave it no need bleed
too much plus
sealed my faith didn’t take
life serious period
got ma pa paranoid destroyed
my chance to advance
little me locked in a frame vision blocked what i became?
doesn’t matter bad weather
crying tired of fighting
mind gives up
voices drive me crazy lately
end it damit
tempting letting
my past win feels wrong stay strong
how do that now problems stack
escaped reality taking responsibility
choose to be real i lose don’t feel bad
time to face destiny made peace mentally
free the feeling i suppressed guess
yeah i’m depressed
chorus:
i go crazy fear imma lose it
lord help me through it
relaxing is done hand the bottle or a gun
on the run no longer
wish i was stronger
nothing anyone can say voices in my head don’t play
ay
thoughts can’t let them rest i’m honest i’m depressed
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